Just for Lyricss...

2011-09-26T02:40:00.001+08:00

How I wish I felt nothing towards you
I really hate myself for that, I hate you

2011-09-12T00:12:00.001+08:00

i had never face the fact that you are actually childish...

now i'm sure u really are...

2011-08-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

what if i really hate you now..

2010-11-25T01:11:00.001+08:00

only if you could care more...

2010-11-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

What am i to you ....

2010-09-23T03:56:00.002+08:00

i cried and moody for many days when we fight in the past...

now not even a tear...

5 more days to 1 year anniversary...

2010-09-21T03:46:00.002+08:00

I'm tired...

I dun have to work everyday from now,

and i still like to stay up late just to go online.

but i feel i dun have enough accompany..

even we work together, i feel that we did not spend time together for many days.

although we did have supper together most of the time, but still not enough.

2010-09-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

You think i'm idiot or what,

its enough for me to judge u for death..

You just wont tell me the truth.. not at all..

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my biao ge so funny hehe..

Trying to scare me but fail wahaha..

2010-09-04T03:11:00.002+08:00

How i should handle my mum = =

Ask me to find job when i not working, when i'm working, she will send me a dozen of msg to ask me if i'm home or not.

even if i already told her i off work at 11, after eating will be 12, Reach home will be at least 1am.

She just cant stop msg me while i'm eating or on my way home.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... why not u just lock me at home??

i know la even if u want u also cant = =.

i don't want to feel she's irritating me, it should be great to have someone who care.

So i always feel bad when i feel she is irritating, but she just can't stop la.

no matter how i tell her don't repeating ask me the same question (where are you, are you home?)x at least 5 time per hour ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

ARGGGGG NOW THINK OF IT I ALSO FEEL IRRITATED

2010-09-01T14:27:00.002+08:00

I wish i can be a little girl forever, don't have to worry about anything beside if there is enough candy in my pocket XD

ii love uu

2010-07-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

Ok~

firstly,

i notice he was really charming and attractive,

because he will look at you every once awhile and i believe all girls will though that he was interested in her.

so if i did not heard that story bout him and C i will sure been attract by him.

Secondly,

when i met him again, my sense is warning me i should NEVER HAVE eye contact with him.

thirdly,

after that i notice he's just a flirt.

most of the lady will be attract by him.

after i knot bout that, i'm sure i don't have to guard against him anymore.

Fourth,

he just spoil the image la.

totally dun have to guard myself against him anymore.

fifth..

He is still quite gentlemen and adorable.

but can confirm i wont feel i will be attracted by him anymore la

Still my darling is better hehe

2010-07-16T03:34:00.001+08:00

:( :( ...

3.40 am already still dun bear to slp :(

later still got lesson :(

kena spoil mood for 1 whole day.

really dunno why i'm meeting him to spoil my mood for nothing

2010-06-29T02:26:00.002+08:00

My big aunt come on his off day!! zzz....

Anyway lucky it came so i will sort all the order out for my blogshop at home..

was digging my nose and wondering how come today got so many thing inside - -

2010-06-22T02:19:00.002+08:00

boring, nothing better to do....

weather hot like shit, hate it :(

Wish i can sleep in air-con room everyday...

Notice that if i want to be facial therapy, i need to have very short nail...

so heart pain T_T ..... i love my nail!!

and it become dirty very easily if it is short...

and idiot PX that time go my house say wan borrow tarot card end up leave it on the computer table - -...

so boring :(

2010-04-27T02:12:00.000+08:00

Jay chou new song...

超人不会飞

make me feel that..

he's tired...

2010-04-19T03:03:00.003+08:00

pass 2 day take bus from airport to go bk, decide to alight earlier so i can walk home...

i start to day dreaming.....

and i tot my stop has arrived....

so i alight......

then end up i realize i'm at sengkang = =. . . . . .

still got about 8 or 9 stop before i should alight..

then i was thinking... anyway i also want to walk home liao, i just try walk bk to hougang from here lo...

so i start walking..

when i finally reached hougang..

i already half faint = =....

when i almost reach home....

i think i already dunno how i walk back (going to faint)

and i sweat like raining.. = =

i walk about 1hour i think..

very tiring but i still feel its fun.. haha

and sat finally meet up with Sihui to go find xiao, yixin still as usual dont want to come out..

so fun :)

Sometimes.

2010-03-20T09:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder, What if i wasn't born?

What will be going on now without me?

Who will my mum call everyday?

Will my mum still keep worrying for "someone"?

Will my dad cook delicious food just because he's worried that "someone" will be starving?

Will my dad force "someone" to eat fish and fruits?

Will my sis have some other one who will discuss her trouble with her?

Will my brother, yihong, playing his computer till morning alone on his off day?

Will my brother, Yujin, call nobody to helps him change his password for maple?

Will Peixuan still like to stick with "someone", or no body for her to stick to anymore?

Will xiaoling have another "friend" that she can talk to?

Will my current BF have "someone" to be with him now?

How i wish i could know, if i wasn't born... what will it be now without me...

And sometimes, i wish i wasn't born...

2010-01-18T18:17:00.003+08:00

i really wonder how come my cleanser is using so fast, someone else is using it also??

even yes, impossible its using so fast what!!

2010-01-18T04:44:00.001+08:00

DIET!!! XDXD

❤❤❤

2010-01-07T01:29:00.004+08:00

Since i nothing better to do so i come and post >.<

Regarding on the previous post.. i said i have a promise with harbala and lank.
but he is dead
on 22th October 2009.... sigh...
feel so painful when ever i think of him. =(

i'm getting unlucky la ... need some luck..
and getting so busy now XD

my sis in law's mum are sharing room with me now la ....
dun like it but whatever la, no point complaining now
but riney (my bro's kids) is so cute XD
quite naughty also...

met alot of ppl in my current job, it is good to know them,
so i really like this job.

i have a sweet secret XD ..
but XL is spreading it around .....
anyway as long as those ppl shouldn't know it don't know about that.. should be fine la..
and PF keep wan me to end that secret. hahaha

forgot what i actually wanna write leh...
when i'm not blogging i always feel that got something i can blog.. but now forgot..
hmm....

think thats all at this moment la...

2009-09-23T22:30:00.002+08:00

The promise~!!

yesterday chatted with lank and harbala,
harbala say he will be back to singapore in 3 years time.
then me and lank say "treat us meal when you come back"at the same time haha.
but he keep saying only if he can come back alive = =

really hope that we will fulfill this promise.

i will wait!!

2009-08-23T00:49:00.003+08:00

YEAH! FINALLY GOT NEW ZI LIAN PICTURE TO UPLOAD XD

I SO CHIO! LOL

2009-08-01T05:32:00.002+08:00

sleep...

FACE FULL WITH QUESTION MARK AGAIN~~~~

*ACT CUTE*

*READ NEWSPAPER.....*

BEE BEE: "CAN I READ ALSO~?? CAN?? CAN~~??"

"CAN I~~~~?"
*PUPPY EYE ATTACK!!*

READ TILL FALL SLEEP.. I'M JUST KIDDING, DOG DUN READ.

2009-07-31T02:05:00.003+08:00

I DUN LIKE EMO AND THINK TOO MUCH RUBBISH DE PPL,
GO FUCK YOURSELF WITH A CUCUMBER! AND FUCKING GET OFF MY LIFE!!!!!

nah i type it just because i feel like typing it wahahahhahahah~!!!!!

I think this world only xiao ling know that i'm not a lion T_T....

maybe PF also know already..

But why so many ppl think that i'm a lion .. . . .. . .

2009-07-24T01:35:00.012+08:00

MY NEW BAG!!!!!

How u think? very korea style right?

Real thing below XD

Ya i LOVE MY NEW BAG~~!!! suits me alot lol. and it looks like branded thing. but dun feels like one lah haha

MY NIECE SUPER CUTEE DOGGIE PICTURE TIME~~!!!

FIRST!!!..
A VERY LOUSY QUALITY AND BLURR PHOTO TAKEN BY MY PHONE!

can u see any thing cute here? cant? dun be disappoint. .

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NOW ITS SOOOOO CUTE

Sleeps like a angel XD

Zoom in..

Zoom to face XD AWWWWWW CUTE

Call him.. : " bee bee!"

bee bee: .. " huh.....???!"
(his face look like got alot of question mark with zzzzZZ)

".........."
bee bee: "nothing i go back sleep liao ... "

He like to lay down right beside ppl...
and put his head on ppl's leg XD

(My niece leg)

(My niece leg)

(My leg)

(meow? what is this?) *capture*

CUTTEEEEEEE~~~~~
SEE HIS HAND!@!

SEE HIS HAND!! (THATS HIS BONE BONE)

"Eh? i tot i saw something fly pass.."
(his face full of question mark again)

SLEEPING TIME AGAIN!

*ZOOM*

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OKAY.. FINISH PLAYING WITH HIM..
LETS READ SOME NEWSPAPER! ..

*TAKE NEWSPAPER*

*PUT ON FLOOR*

*FLIP*

*READING*

"who just killed who bla bla bla because.......eh.. OI .. YOU LIKE THIS HOW I READ!!!"

He always do this when ppl start to read newspaper... SO CUTE RIGHT?? XD

*step* *step*
(who ask u dun care me...) * step * ...

Ha ha ok then dun read XD (aww so cute)

BeeBee: "cannot read horz.."

Then i see show...
few minutes later...
i take newspaper again.. (cause haven read finish)

*Flip*

*STEP!*

BeeBee : "SEE HOW U READ!!! "

AHHHHHHHHHHH~~~!!!

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE XD

--END--

to be continue~~~

2009-07-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

AT MY SIS HOUSE~~~

actually wanna go home and blog but since my sis and niece ask me not to go home then ok lo haha .

Why go home blog? cannot blog at my sis house?

cause i wan to update my new bag picture XD.

and alot of my niece super cute doggie picture.

i never bring the wire to connect to the computer.

And tomorrow need to work = = . .

tomorrow after work go home then update bah~~~~

2009-07-05T06:34:00.004+08:00

Quiz?

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

My result

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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okay, i'm satisfy with the result ..

2009-06-10T23:56:00.002+08:00

Tml!!!!

I'M GOING TO BUY NEW HAIR BAND!!!!!1

DUN CARE~~! I WAN TO BUY~~~!

btw today when working, got 1 auntie say i sure success if i work in sales line.
cause i'm so humour. = ="

i was thinking "not i homour is ur laughing point too low" = ="""

i totally not good in talking (to stranger) still ask me go do sales. i LOL

end~ oh such a lame post~~~

2009-06-06T20:26:00.009+08:00

Yesterday go city hall with yi xin, Xon and phay fung

Then pass by 1 pet shop selling rabbit and hamster.

SOOOOOOO FREAKING CUTE~!!!!!!!

SAW THAT WHITE ONE ON TOP??
ITS SOSOSOSOOSOSOSOS CUTE AND I REALLY FEELS LIKE BUYING IT HOME>.<

SO CUTEEEEEE >.< >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Bti2PS2Pnho/SipguSQHqpI/AAAAAAAAAaE/G6aI4FwZTn4/s1600-h/Image0011.jpg">

I DUNNO WHAT IS THIS CALL, THEIR EYE VERY RED

DRINKING WATER

DRINK UNTIL LIE DOWN HAHA

THEN WE SAW THIS EXERCISE HAMSTER.
YIXIN SAY IT IS SI HUI. CAUSE IT KEEP EXERCISE NON STOP

AND WHEN IT STOP, IT START EATING.

THEN YIXIN SAY "SEE! EAT AFTER EXERCISE HOW TO SLIM DOWN!"
THEN.... WHEN IT FINISH EATING.. IT CONTINUE EXERCISE

Then saw this 4 sleeping hamster.
Yixin say is us. lol. me pf Xon and YX

AND YI XIN SAY XIAO LING INSIDE DUNNO WHICH ONE HAHA

AND THE RABBIT REALLY REALLY SOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEE >.<

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2009-06-03T02:58:00.003+08:00

I DREAM OF~~~~~~

I feel like eating McDonald as my supper.
i only want McSpicy and Drinks.
But the staff told me.
"oh! You cannot buy Burger and Drinks only! u must buy it set meal! but its okay if you only wan the burger or u only wan the drink"
Then i feel so angry, why must i buy 1 whole set when i dun feel like eating the fries
So i start argue with the staff.
"But i dun want the fries!"
then the staff say "sorry the rule set by company not me"
Argue till the manager come out and talk to me.
But end up the manager say " oh, this problem ah, i don't know how to solve it"
And walk away and let the poor staff to deal with me.

Rubbish rule. so end up i buy other thing.

And my dream end =(00)=

2009-05-29T04:00:00.003+08:00

会对小孩偏心的妈妈

My 太阳 at 天蝎，月亮 at 双鱼。
No. 3 and 4.

Pei xuan no.3

Xiao ling 月亮 at 天蝎。
No. 3 also.

Yi xin Scorpio,
No. 3

Si hui dun have~~~

Von 月亮 at 狮子。
No. 2 wor~~

Phay fung 双鱼座
No. 4 AND PHAY FUNG I DUN HAVE YOUR 星盘!
IF U ARE READING MY BLOG PLS LET ME KNOW YOUR TIME OF BIRTH~~~

在交往时会特别野蛮的女生星座

MY 火星 AT 双子.
XIAO YOUR 火星 ALSO AT 双子.
YI XIN 火星 ALSO AT 双子.
VON AND SIHUI NO.3

2009-05-27T02:14:00.007+08:00

I CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN~~~~~~~~
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
SO CUTE RIGHT????
YA I KNOW ITS CUTE

(MAYBE ITS TOO CUTE FOR ME? HMMMMMM)

AND~~~
THANKS TO MY 表哥~
HE HELP ME REFORMAT MY ROOM'S COMPUTER.
SO NOW I CAN STAY INSIDE MY ROOM WHOLE DAY MAPLE AGAIN~!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

YEAH~~ HERE COMES MY FAVORITE HOROSCOPE FROM MY FAVORITE JESSIE TANG~

【星座排行榜】在交往时会特别野蛮的女生星座TOP5

参考太阳和火星
火星是我们生气时的表现，所以一定要参考

第五名射手座

有的时候射手是蛮野蛮，因为她们走得是阳光美少女的路线，

所以说什么话，或做什么事都很大剌剌，那个大剌剌也包括说，

她生气，她的表现也是很直接，譬如说声音越讲越大声，

这个时候如果你还在狡辩，你还不认错，这个时候可能拖鞋就开始扔过去了，

因为她很气，她最讨厌不诚实的人，所以你的不诚实只会把她的野蛮因素勾出来，

然后射手座野蛮的地方，还有就是她的嗜好很野蛮，譬如说她想坐云霄飞车，

而且坐的是最恐怖的那一种，所以有时候会让男生招架不住，

所以射手座的野蛮是野蛮很多方面。

第四名巨蟹座
巨蟹大部分时间是会努力表现出温婉的一面，很能忍耐，很有传统美德的那一面，

可是巨蟹可惜就败在最后一刻，经常有可能歇斯底里，那个底线一冲破，

他就抓狂了，而且巨蟹抓狂是自己控制不住的。其实有时候，

巨蟹也会看自己行情好坏，如果她爱对方多一点，她什么都能忍耐，

可是如果今天是对方来追她的，是对方死皮赖脸的，巨蟹就会开始摆脸色，

根本就是走虐待狂路线，会摆大小姐的架势，然后阴晴不定，也不想收起来，

就是给你看，我小姐今天心情好，对你好一点，心情不好，你走开啦，

踹你一脚都有可能，是属于那种会虐待对方的大小姐型，所以当然对方就会觉得，

她是野蛮女友，其实讲穿了，那是因为巨蟹还不够爱你的关系，你还搞不定他。

第三名金牛座
金牛座的女生走一去不回头的路线，她事前会给你很多她的原则，

譬如说我快要生气了或者是其实我快要受不了，

她会提醒你她并不像一般的女生歇斯底里，或者是一直讲或一直哭，

她就是冷冷酷酷的，然后到最后翻脸就是翻脸

(沈玉琳补充，一般女生是渐进式的，
金牛座就是说，她前面好像跟你的谈得很清楚，反正什么样的情况之下，
我会有什么样的反应，讲过一次就不会讲第二次，她等到下次发生那个事情的时候，她不会跟你有任何征兆)。

第二名牡羊座
牡羊座有暴力倾向，再来就是看她怎么行使这个暴力，

譬如说她也许把她变成运动细胞，体能状况都比人家强，所以作为一个女生，

如果她的体力比人家好，这一拳击打出去，那个力道可是不一样的，

而且还很有技术，而且牡羊座的个性也比较自我一点，

她也觉得她平常都是放牛吃草，她也没有叨扰到你多少，

但是难得她叫你做什么的时候，你最好给我马上到，而且牧羊没有耐性的。

还是一句话，如果她很爱你，她会努力把这个藏起来，但如果她还不够爱你，

她可能就不知不觉的流露出来了。

第一名双子座
外表看不太出来，看起来很可爱的双子座，只有被他们虐待过的人才知道，

你就不要让她有一天突发奇想，她如果有一天突发奇想，唉，XX，

不知道如果男生那个把冰块放到裤子里是什么感觉，那男生如果说，

我也不知道，她就会说那我们来试试看好不好，反正死的是你又不是她，

她脑子只要想到一个什么念头，他就想要在她男朋友身上做实验，

所以双子的野蛮跟牧羊的野蛮不一样，牧羊是打你，打破头还可以缝几针就算了，

但是双子是永无止尽的精神折磨，自己要想清楚。

HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA~!!!!!! MY 火星 AT 双子.
SO I'M NO. 1 WOR.. LOLOLOLOL
XIAO YOUR 火星 ALSO AT 双子.
oOOO YI XIN 火星 ALSO AT 双子.

VON AND SIHUI NO.3
LOL
WE ALL ARE 在交往时会特别野蛮的女生

2009-05-22T03:38:00.000+08:00

I REALLY GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO!!

OR AM I JUST TIRED ?

CAUSE I'M STARING AT THE COMPUTER SCREEN AND DAY DREAMING.

I HAVEN BATH YET.

I WANNA GO SLP AFTER BATHING.

BUT I'M STICK ON THE SOFA AND KEEP ON STARE AT THE SCREEN THINKING
"WHAT I HAVEN DO?"

I GOT NOTHING ELSE TO DO WITH COMPUTER BUT I JUST DUN BEAR TO LEAVE IT = =

BY THE WAY~~~~
I WOULD LIKE TO TELL ALL MY GIRLFRIEND~~~
IF U FIND BOYFRIEND, PLS DUN FIND GEMINI GUY.
CUZ THEY SUX!!
TRASH!!
LIKE TO TALK RUBBISH!
DARE TO SAY AND DUN DARE TO ADMIT.
HAVE SMALL BALLS

IS GEMINI GIRL THE SAME? OPS.. I GUESS.. CAUSE MY FRIEND ALL DUN LIKE GEMINI GIRLS XD

I'M GOING TO BATH AND SLP NOW!!!

BYE~~~~~~!!!!!

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2009-05-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

XON TAN DUN BE TOO HAPPY YA~

CAUSE SI HUI AND YIXIN ALSO APPEAR IN MY DREAM ONLY I NEVER TYPE OUT NIA NIA~

HAHAHA

btw i'm quite not happy with my brother and his wife.
my brother finish reading comic liao also dun bother to keep it back.
leave there for dunno how long. waiting for who to keep??

And his wife. i more dunno how to say.
After reading magazine . leave it at the kitchen????
Some more the book so big. obviously my father will not happy.
No wonder my father dun like her. now so am i.
And Always mess up the table in the living room.
i always think that "walao. so messy, You dunno my father will nag meh?"

YaYa i know i also very lazy.
My room is totally MESS
Rubbish all over floor and computer table is full of paper.
BUT at least i wont throw my thing outside the living room!!
i keep all my thing in my room! (thats why my room so messy)

And sometime. PLATE ALSO DUN WAN WASH.
YaYa i know she is working. i'm at home slacking i should do all the dish washing.
BUT!!!!!!
When i go my sis house. theres a plate in the basin.
When i come back 3 days later.
THE BLOODY PLATE IS STILL THERE!
Waiting for who to wash??
Me?? if i 1 week never go back she 1 week dun wash?
She only wash the plate when she got cook.
Other wise she wont even touch the dishes

Dun say she is working , too tired to do the house work la.
last time she never work i also never see her doing house work.

Sometime i really feel that the kitchen is so dirty till i have to clean it myself.
This proof that no matter how dirty the kitchen is, she also dun bother to clean.

Wow. Now speechless.
Wont Relay on her to do the house work liao.

2009-05-18T05:03:00.000+08:00

I DREAM OF~~~~

I quarrel With Von, Cause she get angry and cry with a word i say but i was just joking.
so i felt so angry why you dun understand me, you should know i was joking right?
then i fed up and decide not to bother her anymore just like how i treat jasmine aw HAHAHAHHA

Then,
I have a Super Rich Boyfriend~!!
He Buy me everything i saw and pay whatever shit for me!
Something like give me his wallet and say "spend all you want!"
Then he say my look is below average which i tot myself not bad le lo!
But nvm since he so rich.

AND THEN
Selamat Suddenly appear and surrounded by police.
so he wanna use my RICH BF as hostage。
but i block in between them before selamat go near my RICH bf.
So i become the one who kanna kidnap by selamat
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
end up i like selamat cause i feel that he actually is a very nice person and selamat fall in love with me
so we abscond together

I ROLL ON FLOOR LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH WHAT A FUNNY AND DRAMA DREAM
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA

And i think i also dream of something like crocodile jump out from the pond and crush a car into roti prata...
Dun understand what is it for = =

2009-05-15T03:02:00.000+08:00

I DUN LIKE MY NIECE DOG!

CAUSE HE WILL BITE ME!

AND HE SO NAUGHTY!

HE BITE AND SPOIL MY HAIR BAND!!!!!!!!

I SOOOO ANGRY!!!!!!!!

BITE ME I CAN BEAR WITH IT, NOW I CAN TELL U I H-A-T-E YOUR BLOODY DOG

THE REASON FOR ME DUN FEEL LIKE GOING MY SIS HOUSE HAS BEEN INCREASED!

GPX I SWEAR I WILL NOT GO YOUR HOUSE IN 2 MONTH UNLESS U TEACH YOUR STUPID DOG HOW TO BEHAVE!

I DUN CARE IF DOG CAN BE TRAIN TO BEHAVE OR NOT!

OR I WILL PREPARE NEWSPAPER AND BEAT HIM TO DEAD NEXT TIME I GO!

2009-05-11T05:56:00.000+08:00

LAAAAAA~~~~

Just Now go Junna Blog see.
Cause yixin say she write in her blog and say she hate YiXin.
LOL
is like bloody hell she so lame.
still say if not because of her idol she cannot make it to ITE or what.

Then she say yixin remind her about her Secondary school life,
Think she kana bully or what?
Say she always hide inside toilet and cry, and keep hear her class mate say bad thing about her.
Then if is not because of her idol, she wont be in this world anymore.

BULL SHIT!
IF KANNA BULLY JIU NEED TO COMMIT SUICIDE, THIS WORLD ALREADY HAVE MANY PPL DIE LIAO LA.
SOMEMORE ONLY SAY HER BAD THING BEHIND HER,
I REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND THOSE PPL, READ MORE BOOK PLS!!!
IF YOU WILL MIND PPL SAY BAD THING BEHIND U, THEN CHANGE YOURSELF TO A BETTER PPL BUT NOT BLAMING THEM AND BLAME THIS WORLD SAY U DUN WANNA LIVE ANYMORE.

NO PEOPLE WILL SAY BAD THING ABOUT YOU IF YOU ARE A NICE PERSON.
AGREE WITH ME????
PPL: YEAH~~!!!

IF YOU OWNSELF DUN WANNA CHANGE, THEN STOP BLAMING PEOPLE.
BECAUSE U DESERVE IT. LOL I SO BAD.

DUNNO HOW TO CHANGE?
WTF GO TO LIBRARY AND BORROW BOOK AND READ.
ANY BLOODY RUBBISH ALSO GOT WRITE INSIDE.
TO TEACH AND ENCOURAGE YOU HOW TO BECOME A BETTER PERSON.

NEED ME TEACH YOU HOW TO BORROW BOOK FROM LIBRARY?
NO I WON'T TEACH YOU CAUSE YOU GO AND ASK THE PPL FROM LIBRARY COUNTER THEY WILL TEACH YOU!

2009-05-09T00:19:00.000+08:00

SI HUI PICTURE REMOVED~~!
HAHAHAHAHAH~~!!!!!

I LAZY TO POST PHOTO, NEXT TIME =P

TODAY RIGHT?
SAW MANY PPL, JAS**** A* J** M**
SO DISGUSTING LA SHE KEEP FAKE FAKE LOOK AT ME, I DUN EVEN WAN TO SEE HER FACE MORE THAN 1SEC!

THEN WHEN WAN GO TAMPINES , SAW JASON.

AT TAMPINES, SAW CARRISSA, BUT SHE DUN 鸟 ME, I KEEP CALLING HER, SHE JUST WALK AWAY. >=(

WE JUST KEEP TALKING AND TALKING. UNTIL WE FORGOT THE TIME .
AND AND AND. I FINALLY BOUGH MY AYUMI CD LE!!!
SO EXPENSIVE T_T.. $29
THEN 8.30? WE WAN TO FIND XIAO LING. BUT BUS RUN AWAY.
AND SAW JINLUAN,
THEN XIAO SAY DUN NEED FIND HER.
BUT END UP WE STILL GO HK CAFE DRINK MILK TEA.
THIS TIME SIHUI NEVER GO AWASY.
BUT XIAO NOT AROUND = = LOL,
THEY BOTH SO 没有缘

END

2009-05-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

MY NEW RECORD!! I CAN STAY AWAKE FOR 37HOUR~~!!! YEAH~

ACTUALLY WANNA UPDATE YESTERDAYS PHOTO.
BUT MY CAMERA LOW BAT HAHAHAHA SO I WILL DO IT TML

AND HERE'S PICTURE OF SIHUI AT CHALET WHEN HELPING PF DO THE MAKE UP!
HAHAHA SO CHIO

2009-04-29T02:57:00.000+08:00

jessie tang say before...
"处女座的男生就是犯贱"
now i know its true,
She's just so pro.

That Virgo guy is really irritating.
even how i say him or how bad i treat him he just keep irritate me.
What the..
until i send him
"我讨厌你，很讨厌你怪不得你以前的女朋友会不要你，因为你根本是一个变态，自以为是神经病，犯贱又很烦。我看只有白痴才会爱你，烦我多一点咯，我多过份的话都讲的出来的，你这个犯贱的变态!"

Am i too much? =(
He than msg me say he won't msg me any more.

and know what, WTF he msg me again WA LAO!!!!!!!

烦啦him!! ZZZZ #$%$^@R@#$^%

KEEP IRRITATE ME........... XZzzvcsdghdtgwafthw4

（金牛、獅子、天蠍、水瓶）的表白禁忌：
喜歡就是喜歡、討厭就是討厭，絲毫無法勉強，雖然不致像基本星座那麼有防禦性格產生刻意抗拒，但「沒感覺的就是沒感覺」，自動送上門也沒用，對「磁場沒對到」的對象連短期觀察的興趣都沒有。

Yes! i like means i like!
i dun like no matter how nice is him i also DUN LIKE!!!!!
He only know how to irritate me!!!! cry~~
fuck!

= =......

And .
At the last day of chalet i found jia hao's picture in my camera.
But i dun remember when did i take his picture = =.
i take it when i'm drunk? or is taken by xiaoling?
i totally dun remember haha

LOLOLOL, NICE expression ..
PS jia hao, if you dun like i will take it away XD

and Thunder and Jason' back view.
i also dun remember i got take it.
also take by xiao? haha really dun remember

Was watching "hunter X hunter" AGAIN from ppstream now.
so much memory, i still remember how i use to love this anime.
nah, i still love it now XD
i watch it when i was 13?? or 12? forgot =(
Nice XDD
Zz old le =(

2009-04-28T03:19:00.000+08:00

Chalet so fun~

But i'm not going to blog about it...

i'm just going to post my photo here! WAHAHAHAHAHA

But so orange.. i should put fresh light =(

And Von!! pls send me my "za lian" picture le!!

2009-04-24T04:56:00.000+08:00

I live my life for 18 years (coming 19)

I feel that friend(s) is the most artistic and most weirdo thing in the world XD

Sometime we did alot of thing for them just to make them happy, but end up what we get is just nothing.

Maybe after a few month they also wont bother to contact you anymore.
Some is because they've make new friend or have a BF/GF
And then treat you like a used tissue paper. use and throw away.
Mostly this kind of ppl wont have much true friend one lah.
nvm this is not what i wan to talk =P

how many friend you have made?
And how many of them left you?
Sure got alot right?
No matter how much u do for them or how happy they were when together with you, Some just left without let you know why.
So Friends very artistic right??

And then, some, You dun have to do anything, dun have to make them happy. they will just stick to you no matter what u do to them. so weird right???? HAHAHa

朋友不一定要互相帮助才算朋友。
只要在一起的时候觉得很开心，就可以了

2009-04-22T04:03:00.000+08:00

我始终还是我
谁都改变不了我
虽然我知道很多弓箭手想射下往上爬的我
当我到了山顶上头
谁也伤不了我

love love jay~!!!!

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we write our prayers on a little bomb
kiss it on the face and send it to god

BLOODY LOVE Marilyn manson

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若是除了最重要的东西
能够将其他的一切舍弃
那该有多好
但现实总是残酷无情
这时我只要
闭上眼睛
便可以看见含笑的你
Ah-只希望在踏入
永恒的长眠之前
可否让你的笑容
永远伴随着我
人　是否都是悲哀的呢
但是我们懂得　如何忘记
为了我爱的人
为了爱我的人
能够做些什么
Ah-回想相识的当初
凡事手足无措
饶了好一段远路
伤害了彼此好多
Ah-只希望在踏入
永恒的长眠之前
可否让你的笑容
永远伴随着我
Ah-回想相识的当初
凡事手足无措
虽然饶了段远路
终究走到了结果

AND AND AND!!
MY FAVORITE SONG FROM AYUMI!!

2009-04-20T05:48:00.000+08:00

YEAH YEAH~!!

FOUND NEW ANIME, CALL "GHOST HUNT/恶灵猎人"
WA LAO SO 紧张 THE STORY, EVEN NICER THEN ANY HORROR SHOW.

I WATCH FROM 11+ PM I THINK, WITH MY NIECE.
BUT SHE HALF WAY NEED TO GO HOME ALREADY. SO I WATCH ALL ALONG UNTIL NOW 5.50AM MYSELF, WATCH UNTIL MY HEART BEAT ALMOST STOP,
AND FORGOT TO BREATH.. HYUUUUU SO NICE XD >.<

TOTAL GOT 25 HAVEN END I THINK, NOW WATCH TILL 16.

THE STORY REALLY VERY 紧张LO. . . DID I SAY THAT BEFORE?
NVM LET ME REPEAT CAUSE REALLY VERY 紧张 HAHAHAHA

STORY LINE SO GOOD, ALWAYS GOT UNEXPECTED STORY.
AND MOST IMPORTANT IS MAIN CHARACTER VERY HANDSOME HAHAHA.
NOT ONLY MAIN LA, OTHER ALSO GOT COOL AND CUTE ONE.

AND IS "THE TWELVE KINGDOM/十二国记" 作者 ANOTHER 作品。
THE TWELVE KINGDOM ALSO VERY NICE BUT TOO BAD ANIME NEVER DO THE ENDING. AND DUN HAVE COMIC SOME MORE.
I WAS TRYING TO LOOK FOR THE NOVEL OF IT.
BUT THINK HARD TO FIND LA.

WOWOWOWOWO SOSO SUPPORT THIS ANIME SIA.. MAYBE WILL CONSIDER BUYING THE COMIC ALSO WAHAHAHAHAH!

2009-04-15T13:09:00.001+08:00

ANOTHER NONE SLEEP DAY

NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
WANNA FIND SOMETHING TO BLOG ABOUT.
BUT REALLY NOTHING = =

HAVE A MEET UP AT BISHAN 3PM LATER.
THIS IS MY 3RD ORDER IN APRIL.
CAN BUSINESS BE MORE GOOD ANOT = =.

WHATEVER..

AND I FEEL THAT I LOOK SO CUTE AND CHIO WITH MY HAIRBAND!
XD

2009-04-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS!!

I WILL TELL U ALL WHY 16TH MAY CHALET IS FULLY BOOK!

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BECAUSE MY BROTHE'S FRIEND BOOKED 2 ROOM ON THAT DAY!
HE BOOKED ON 16TH AND 17TH

HE WAN TO PROPOSE TO HIS GIRLFRIEND
AND 1 ROOM IS JUST FOR HIS FRIEND TO HIDE INSIDE!!!

SOB SOB!!!
HE LET US PAY DOUBLE FOR THE CHALET!!!!!!!

>=(

OK LO, PROPOSE IS 终生大事， EVEN IF I NOT HAPPY ALSO 祝福 HIM LO >=(

BUFFET WITH PF, VON AND XIN

2009-04-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

BUFFET WITH PF, VON AND XIN (WITHOUT XIAO AND SIHUI)

XIAO NEEDS TO WORK SO CANNOT GO, SOB SOB SO SAD.
THEN SI HUI 鬧失蹤, SWITCH OFF HER PHONE DUN LET PPL CALL =(

WE MEET 2.15, BUT PF SO EARLY REACH? I THINK SHE REACH AT 2.10
AND I WAS LATE =X, I REACH AT 2.35?
AND!! XIN AND VON IS MORE LATE!! THEY REACH AT ALMOST 3PM

(picture taken with PF while waiting for them)

WE GO STRAIGHT TO THE BUFFET WHEN ALL ARE REACH.
AND WE ORDER MANY THING AND START EATING HAPPILY.
THEN I REALIZE I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURE TO LET XIAO SEE!!
BUT WE ALMOST FINISH THE FOOD ALREADY!!

Only left like this

BUT NVM,WE ORDER MORE!!
Those is taken while waiting for our next order XD

And yi xin keep say got 1 waitress is my "vegetable"
Really quite good looking lo haha,
and i keep ask them to help me take his pic.
But take le blurr blurr leh.. sad

OH YAYA, THERE'S A VERY OLD UNCLE AND A YOUNG CHINA GIRL SITTING BEHIND US.
I HEARD THAT UNCLE SAY "IF I WAS YOUNGER 10++ YEARS, I SURE WOO YOU!"
THEN I WAS LAUGH LIKE HELL!
AFTER I HEAR THAT AWHILE, THEY JIU GO OFF LIAO.
VON SAY EVEN THE WAITRESS ALSO TALK ABOUT THE UNCLE, SAY HE MUST BE RICH OR SOMETHING,
(THOSE WAITRESS IS ALSO FROM CHINA, DUN SENSITIVE THAT I SAY THAT YOUNG LADY IS FROM CHINA OK!! )

WHEN THE FOOD COME, I START TAKING PICTURE

This one very nice~~ but i only eat 2 piece, cause too full, to many thing to eat.
so all eaten by yixin haha

Von and me~

This is call what?? paper chicken??
I tot that thing can eat one, i stil go bite, and i ask "y cannot bite off one??"
Then von start to laugh and say "that one is paper la, cannot eat one!"
= =""

I LOVE THIS ONE~~ VERY NICE
SWEET SWEET DE

SPRING ROLL, WHICH I REGRET THAT I ORDER IT, CAUSE TOO FULL I CANT FINISH IT - -

I LOVE THEIR TEA~!!!"TIE GUAN YIN"
VERY NICE, MOST IMPORTANT IS I DRINK LE WONT SORE THROAT

TEA POT XD

AILI GRAB THIS FOR ME, SHE ASK ME TO TAKE =P

HAPPILY EATING~!

BUT WHEN MY "VEGETABLE" HAVING HIS LUNCH
YI XIN SAY HE IS EATING WITH A GIRL!!!!!!
THEN I ASK THEM TAKE PICTURE.. BUT CANNOT TAKE DAO THAT GIRL

LOL!!! NVM, CONTINUE EATING.
THEN WE WAS, WA LAO, SUPER FULL. BUT STILL GOT LEFT OVER,
HOW? VON SAY IF LEFT TOO MANY WILL KANA FINE,
SO WE WAS THINKING HOW?
XIN SAY, "WE PUT THE FOOD INSIDE OUR MOUTH, AFTER WE PAY LIAO WE STAND OUTSIDE THE DOOR AND TAKE OUT FROM OUR MOUTH INFRONT OF THEM AND WAVE TO THEM"
YA HAHAHAHA, WE LAUGHT LIKE HELL.
BUT WE ALSO JUST PAY LO, LUCKY NEVER FINE US LOL.

THIS ONE IS VON'S "VEGETABLE" HAHA
BUT TOO BAD, SO BLURR

I LOVE MY HAIRBAND XD

AFTER EATING,
WE GO "OG" FIND YIXIN'S BAG.
BUT DUN HAVE WHAT SHE LIKE, SO WE GO DHOBY GHAUT.
XIN SAY SHE WAN TO DG BEST DANKIE SEE WEBCAM.
THEN I FEEL THAT I LOOK VERY PRETTY INSIDE THE MONITOR,
SO I TAKE PICTURE LOL =P

I

YI XIN DUN WAN TAKE WITH US, ONLY PUT HER HAND THERE - -.
SO BORING ONE LO, ALWAYS DUN TAKE PICUTE

OUTSIDE BEST DANKIE,
VON SAY WAN TAKE PICTURE WITH THAT BIG BIRD.
XIN STILL ASK HER TO KISS THE BIRD = =""

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THEN WE GO COLD STORAGE , IS THAT COLD STORAGE??
I THINK SO? TO SEE THE PRICE FOR THE FOOD WE NEED FOR OUR CHALET XD.

AND XIN VERY IRRITATING, KEEP SAY DUN WAN GO SHERLAY ZZZ
BUT IS WAN GO DE LA.

GOOD THING IS, PF FINALLY WILL START TO JOIN IN OUR TOPIC,
ABO LAST TIME SHE ALWAYS KEEP QUITE AND LAUGH NIA.

AND THEN!!!
WE GO MAC TO CHAT, SO FUN HAHA,
CHAT TILL ALMOST 11PM,
THEN WE GO HOME~~

REACHED HOME,
ACTUALLY WAN CHAT WITH THEM IN MSN, BUT MY DA SAO IS USING.
AND MY ROOM, I DUNNO Y CANNOT LOGIN.
SO SAD LO. BUT XIAO ASK THEM TO CALL HER PHONE AND CONFERENCE
BUT AWHILE ONLY MY PHONE JIU LOW BAT.
THEN MY DASAO FINISH USING THE COM LIAO SO I LOG IN MSN CHAT WITH THEM

WHEN I WANNA BOOK THE CHARLET THE WEB SAY BOOKING IS CURRENTLY UNAVAILBLE FROM 1AM TO 5AM. WA LAO~~~!!!!!!
I VERY TIRED LO, NEVER SLP FOR WHOLE DAY ALREADY, STILL WAN WAIT FOR 5 AM?? NO WAY!!

BUT THE NEXT DAY WHEN I WAS SLEEPING, AILI KEEP CALLING ME,
I WAS THINKING "WA LAO, I SLEEPING LEH, CANNOT USE SMS AH?", AND NEVER PICK HER CALL.
AFTER SHE CALL THE 4TH TIME I JUST SWITCH OFF MY PHONE.
I WAN SLP!!!

AND SHE TELL ME THE CHALET IS KANA BOOKED!
ZZZ LO, DUN LET US BOOK AT THE NIGHT. AND THE NEXT DAY FULLY BOOKED.

SO WE CHANGE THE DATE TO THIS MONTH. NO CHOICE~~~~

FINALLY END!!
I HATE BLOGGING!
SO TROUBLESOME, STILL NEED TO WAIT FOR THE PICTURE TO UPLOAD AND TYPE SO MANY WORDS.

Pf birthday part 2

2009-04-04T06:17:00.000+08:00

CONTINUE WITH MY PREVIOUS POST!!

AILI'S GRANDMA HOUSE, THE BUILDING BEHIND SINTEL

SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE HAHA
I REALLY LIKE THE TREE

AND AND AND!!!
WHILE WE HAPPILY FINDING THE WAY OUT,
AILI WALK TO A PATH WHERE THERE'S A STEP AND I DIDN'T SAW IT.
AND I FALL DOWN!

AND SERIOUSLY, MY FIRST FALL IN 2009 WAHAHA
AILI KEEP FEELS THAT IS HER FAULT CAUSE SHE IS THE ONE WHO LEAD THE WAY AND WALK THAT PATH.
SILLY! WHO THE FUCK WILL BLAME THE PPL WHO LEAD THE WAY LAH,
IS I SOTONG NEVER SEE THE FLOOR WHILE WALKING.
IF NOT WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO FALL

SO.. I CLEAN MY WOUND

AND XIAO IS HAPPILY TAKING EVERY ONE'S PICTURE HAHA

HAHAHAHA, AND MY WOUND IS BLEEDING

IN MRT

AT NIGHT BEFORE I SLEEP

HORRIBLE AT NIGH SIA, SO PAINFUL WHEN I TURN/MOVE/STAND/SIT

NO MORE PICTURE LE!
OH YEAH~!

My wish list... Haiz broke....
- New Closet
- New bag..
- Death Note movie DVD
- "L" Change The World DVD
- 山賊王
- shaman king
- 天生妙手
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Go genting together with xiao,pf,aili, yixin and sihui at the age of 21
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- more boots!!
- New Bra~~~
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi CD.
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

Pf birthday

2009-04-02T04:27:00.000+08:00

19 MARCH 2009 PHAY FUNG BIRTHDAY!!

SO SORRY NOW THEN UPLOAD CAUSE I LAZY !! HAHA

firstly! we go pizza hut!
si hui say she cannot come! got something important.
but when we ask she also dun wan tell what kind of important thing.
why cannot tell us!! whyyy!!!!!!

So we very sad lo. then yixin haven reach. so i called her.
guess what she say?
"sorry ei! i really not feeling well!"
scare the hell out of me i tot she also not going sia.
but lucky she come wahaha

ok here we go~ (picture)

THE CAKE! NO BODY EAT LO, SO I EAT IT HAHAHA

THEN AFTER THAT GUESS WHERE WE GO?

HERE!

Mt Faber

BECAUSE PF WANTED TO GO SO MUCH, SO WE BRING HER GO LO.
AS HER BIRTHDAY WISH? HAHA

BACK VIEW!

THE BRIDGE

UNDER MY UMBRELLA~ ELLA~ EH~ EH~

LOOK DOWN.. MY SHOE SO CUTE XO

AI LI WALK VERY FAST~ DUNNO SHE WAN RUSH TO WHERE HAHA

CHIO CHIO DE PF~ OR SHOULD I SAY BLURR BLURR??
(TAKEN BY XIAOLING)

YI XIN SAY " I'M TOO CHIO FOR YOU TO TAKE!! DUN TAKE ME!!
(TAKEN BY XIAOLING)

HEHE! TOO FUNNY TO BE SHOWN
(TAKEN BY XIAOLING)

AI LI.
(TAKEN BY XIAOLING (I THINK SO? )

NOT SO NICE RIGHT?
YA I FEEL THAT AILI ONE NOT SO NICE. BUT I LIKE THE POST AND HER SMILE LEH. SO I GO EDIT THE COLOR.

WAAA CHIO SIA~ NICER HORZ??
NICE RIGHT??

SO I EDIT MORE... NOW IS BEFORE AND AFTER EDITING LIAO.
XIAOLING. AFTER EDIT LOOK MORE FANTASY HORZ?

AND THIS ONE..
WE DUN LOOK SO HAPPY IN IT HORZ?
AND YIXIN LOOK SO FUNNY HAHA..

AFTER EDIT!
LOOK MUCH MORE ENJOY AND...
YI XIN LOOK LIKE A FAIRY GOD MOTHER WHO APPEAR IN A GOLDEN LIGHT
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

THIS ONE I ONLY MAKE IT BRIGHTER ABIT.
BUT I LOOK MORE WHITER AND CHIOWER AFTER EDIT HEHEHE

THIS ONE AFTER EDIT ALSO NO MUCH DIFFERENT. SO I JUST POST THE EDITED ONE

THE SUN!!!

HAHA.. XIAO FACE.. THE SUN.. LOL

AFTER EDIT. LOOK LIKE GOT MORE FEELING. AND XIAO DUN LOOK SO FUNNY

LOL THIS ONE MUST BE TAKEN BY XIAO ONE
I NEVER EDIT CAUSE STILL LOOK FUNNY

TAKEN BY VON

BEFORE~

AFTER~~ LOOK MORE COOL HAHA

ANGEL PHAY FUNG~

I WONDER WHATS XIAO DOING = =

BOTH EDITED.. CAN SEE RIGHT?

oO BIG SPIDER~~!!!

NICE?

THIS ONE IS MY FAVORITE. I PUT THIS ON SALE AT PHLOOK.
DUNN GOT PPL WAN MAH HAHA

NICE~
2ND ONE LOOK SO EMO.. COLOR EDITED.

MONKEY!!!

WA LAO SO MANY PIC TO UPDATE I TRIED LIAO LA.. TML CONTINUE = =

2009-03-16T02:33:00.000+08:00

LAST WEDNESDAY!

ya, last wednesday de thing i now then blog .

Morning, my sis msg me ask me wanna go mall anot, cause she go pay bill and go bank dunno what
and then, i jiu wake up and go lo, even i only sleep for 2 hour. =p

i wear my blue high heel. half way notice the one rubber of heel drop liao = =
then when i walk will have a "kok kok kok" sound whahahaha. so irritating.

When walk inside the mrt station, the sound is very loud, so i walk until very funny in order to make the sound softer = =.

Met my sis at long john, then we go hougang mall B1 ask how much if i wanna change my rubber,
$12??!! for a rubber??? siao,

Then we go outside mall, find that repair shoe de uncle, opposite interchange that one.
I tell him "i only wan do 1 shoe."
he say " do both la! your shoe so nice, do both then will balance ma!"
My OS "woo he say my shoe nice wahaha." so i do both.

hehe this is my shoe ^00^

After changing the rubber, walk til very "song" no more "kokokok" sound.

The uncle make very fast, 5minute jiu done liao, and his busniess bely good lo.
Many ppl go find him repaire shoe, my sis say because he is the only shoe repair uncle around there.

Most importand thing is. $6 nia nia~~~!!! (pay by my sis)
He still say, "$6!, other place need $12 hor!"
Then i happily take my shoe and thanks the uncle then happily go to my sis house hahaha.

At my sis house stay over night

THE NEXY DAY (thursday)
My niece go my house with me, then my Da sao help her do Full make up...

First is Eye Brown~~~ look like Sing big show de face.

Then fake eye lashes

Put on eye shadow~ (Left side only)

Both side

Put on blusher and lip gross~~

Put down her hair~~

Make her hair curve~~

Make it up style~ done~ woo hoo~~ looks so prom nigh style, anyone wanna ask my Dasao help you make up? charge you cheap la~~

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FRIDAY NIGHT

warning! Do not scroll down if you are eating!

When i go toilet.. i saw ants are biting a YELLOW cockroach in my kitchen
They bite off all its leg already.. and note!
The cockroach is sill alive T_T

After i came out from the toilet.. they already move the cockroach to so high already.. pro..

Almost there!! gogogo!

Yeah~ we did it~~

Then.. i dunno where they are going....

The cockroach is still moving ya know? without its leg = =
damn disgusting, why i blog it? cause i wan my readers to feel disgusting with me =P

After that.. i go slp... =00=

2009-02-14T03:09:00.000+08:00

GENTING~!!

DAY ONE

First picture i take in genting is the hotel we stay

Then this one is the 2nd 2Nd thing i take at genting star bucks,
just to show xiao that caterpillar XD

This one is, hmmmmmmm.
a place with many mistry thing lah,
everything it show they will put "believe it or not"
hahaa~ inside de thing very fun,

my kuku face = =

The funny mirror~

This one is my shadow~
NOT normal shadow wor!
i stand infront of a wall, then the light blink blink~
And my shadow stop at the wall for 30 sec.
even if i move away liao my shadow still stay there, so i take it XD

We go for foot massage lah, very shiock XD

Still go to their hunted house, but not scary at all lo, haha
Then go back hotel slp, very tried cause before i go genting i never slp,
Fall sleep at around 10pm i guess,
My sis go star buck surf net, but after 1 hour jiu come back liao, cause of connecting problem.

12 am i guess, she wake me up ask me wan to go pub drink anot, but too tried so never go hahaahaa.

Then at midnight, i cold dao~~~~~~ very shiock,
Their hotel got no air-con but still so cold, i like~~~~!

DAY TWO

Out door theme park~~~

Energizer~ my favorite battery~~ XD

Sorry i had to cover my ugly face, really too ugly

Hello?? jay chou ar? i at genting now

Very nice lo

i wan to take something behind but my sis block my view - -

still ask them to take together,,
ARggh i wan to take the thing behind!!

finally take dao what i wan to take = =
is the cup that will keep spinning till u vomit..
i never play that.

Waiting for our turn to play ~~

Yeah~ Bryan's turn, i only take dao this picture, forgot who sits with him

I'm very curious how this plant grow???

Beautiful flower~~~

Our next target~! XD

Waiting to start~~

My sis~

My eye look sleepy, i swear i will not take picture without makeup anymore

I look like i'm from china = =
Really need to make up before take picture

Bryan : I believe i can fly~~~~

William : i believe i can fly too~~~

My sis: hahaha that 2 idiot

CHOCOLATE WONDERLAND ~!!
i saw it i jiu wan to go in liao hahaha
I love chocolate XD

The strawberry chocolate tree~~

Chocolate mice

Chocolate snail, so cool XD

The mushroom grow on chocolate

Chocolate tea

Chocolate snail front view

Chocolate drop
Bryan say : u must face the camera mah

So we take 1 more with my sis facing camera haha

Chocolate rabbit

Chocolate clock

Chocolate rose~ wowowowowow XDDD

The chocolate hen.. hatching chocolate egg i guess

Last thing i take in chocolate land..

Old kok kok car

My favorite battery lah~ haha so big

Dinosaur land, i never go dao,

NEXT TARGET hahahaha

Have to seperate with my sis.. sob

My sis: Yo, i'm flying soon

My leg - -

how come my hair look so square?

= = .......... speechless

Arhhhhhh~~!!!

Wah, so shoick....

Hello!

Bryan and williams turn

Their pirate ship, not fun one~~

Superman~~ = = ....

Q-ing for goldkart..... spell like this????
because the helmat too smelly so need to put that thing on head...

William cool cool sia~~

Dunno who is this chio bu

Ops, Someone taking my picture XD

William cool cool again, haha

KUKU FACE!!!!@

Rachel

Heart Heart~~

Others...

MY NEW BAG BOUGHT FROM GENTING XD

CANDY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATE AT GENTING KTV

This picture taken by michelle, dun hate me rachel XD

XD

other side

@_@ >_<

V@_@V

Shitty face XD

The staff who serve us, keep disturb by candy

AFTER THOSE RUBBISH, CANDY IS DRUNK LIKE CRAZY,
We stay at differnt hotel, but she keep force us to go her hotel and see her toilet = = , but michelle and william run away.

Bryan : Wah that aunty so chio

Her expresstion too funny so i cover it haha

Drunk - -

Finally reach her hotel, then she say " i send u all down!"
= = ........we just push her into her room and her bf close the door,
finally get ride of her, hahahahaha
This pic taken outside her room

When we on our way back to first world hotel
Rachel drunk lah

Bryan carry her..

XD

LAST FEW THING I TAKE IN GENTING~~

NO MORE

My wish list... Haiz broke....
- New Closet
- New bag..
- Death Note movie DVD
- "L" Change The World DVD
- 山賊王
- 俠義少年王
- shaman king
- 天生妙手
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD. (GOT IT!!!)
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand. (Dun need it anymore)
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

2009-02-09T05:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday go Xiao ling house help her do reborn la~
Dunno will stay straight anot XD

Then call pf come also, xiao Say will give us chocolate as valentine present (actually is no ppl eat la that chocho XD) jk~

Still Wrap it = = lame lo, when i go i wan to eat the choco she dun let me eat, say must go home then can eat = = but i take liao i on the lift jiu open it when i going home hahahhahaha

Yup yup~ i using the Phlook that xia xue advertise~ haha, cause fun.

Cause click on any sport and leave a note there.

This web XD

Here is xiao ling head with reborn cream and cooking megee mee for me and PF wahaha.

(your picture i never use phlook cause look ugly XD)

And then xiao ling nothing better to do, so she help pf to make her hair curve and tied up.
VERY CUTE lo, but pf keep saying wired, look so old and bla bla bla, PF u need to add up ur fashion taste la haha. so nice and cute still say old..

Asking me how cute?. let me show you XDD

The black color thing is because her eye is close - - , but nice nice right??

So CUTE!

Close Up look

PF shy shy~

Sweet Sweet XD

The Thing on her hand is xiaoling force her to take one hahahahah

PF shy shy~~

Pf with choco, she look like being force - - (she is really been force hahaha)

We force her take one more, haha, Better~~ Ah lA~ So sweet~~

PF act cute (force by xiaoling again)

This hair Very cute and suit pf alot right? not old at all horz?
And do u notice the clothe all not same? PF force by xiao ling to change it also
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
PF keep saying old = =.

Preview for first time using Phlook .
Front page got too many words lazy to read so i actually dunno what is it use for,
i only know it can leave note on picture which is quite fun, better if can add some funny thing in the picture XD

Then the uploading quite fast, faster then blogspot.

Yeah~~ end~~~

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.

i'm full of happiness actually

2009-02-07T06:36:00.000+08:00

time to post = =

Going to GENTING on 10th~!!!
Actually dun wanna go.
Cause my sis got no room mate.
So i go with her lo.
Cause i love my sis XD

Next topic
My brother is coming back from China this 14th~~ (i 13th come bk from genting)
With my NEW HIGH HEEL hehehe.
He ask me what i wan he buy for me, then i say high heel XD
Actually still wanna ask him buy pajama, but nvm lo, high heel enough XD
His wife and daughter still stay at china, think everyting settle liao then they will come back together.
hope my silly brother really wont leave his angel daughter at china lo.
But i still love my brother XD
i think even if he move out liao i also will go disturb him often

Another Topic
i love my father XD
He know i dun like fish, meat and apple.
but he always force me eat = =.
he know i like to eat tofu, so my fridge always got tofu inside.
He always tell me, if i want to study, he sure will pay school fees for me,
even if i wan to study till age of 30 he also will sponsor me = =.
This one too much already.
But i really got no course that i'm interested in.
Business , accounting this type even if i study le, i also won't work in office.

He also say, Go find a job, dun always slp so late, the salary is not a problem.
Low also never mind, keep your body healthy more important.
*touching* XD
So i love my father.

Next topic again~
My 二哥 last time really so strick to me, so i always very afriad of him.
So now when ever he ask me "have you find job?"
i will tot he will scold me for being so unindependent, till now still dun wan find job.
But he say "slowly find lo, nvm one, if found liao u dun like the job u just quit, dun need to care so much one"
I O_O.
Waiting for him to get a house, so i can really go find him and disturb him again.
Even if he scold me i also happy XD
i also love my 二哥 XD

Today's topic
I finally manage to wake up in time and help my mother change her bra = =.
I love my mother XD.
i aways tell her i still got $ but she will still give me $ even she is the one who need it the most.
Then Always scold me for spending too much = =
Cause she spoiled me ma, always give me $ XD
Then today she give me another $40 even i told her i still have ang bao $.
Then go kovan and help her change her bra size~

Go my sis house and play maple awhile,
My sis say PX dun love me anymore~~ ='(
Cause when i come she keep playing with evyonne ='(
Sob sob~~, no la~ jk~~.
I love you too XD

Around 8pm i go mall with PS, she wan go mall with me just because she wan to buy Sweet talk and XXL Chicken = =. (actually i wan to go home from mall.)
Then after helping my sis buy thing and buy her food and drinks,
Her pattern always very funny, i dunno y. (but still love her very much also XD)
And then She go home and i go home XD.
Oh ya, before i go take bus i go comic shop, the staff tell me 1 very scary thing,
"we having promotion till Feburary 15th, every 5 book you buy you will get 1 free"
so i bought 俠義少年王 = =.........
Stock Coming next friday.
Cost more then $120 (around $140 i guess... hope will not over 140)
haiz................ broke........
Have to clear out another drawer to store my new coming comic = =...
Haiz~~~ broke~~~ T_T
I haven even buy myself a new wallet and yet i go and buy comic. zz
I need a new bag also.
Yes i'm scolding myself how come wallet and bag i also dun bare to buy.
but ppl tell me got promotion i jiu spend $120 on comic zzzzz.
Haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This kind of hobby is so scary but yet i dun want to change it XD
Cause i love comic.

Dinner's Topic!
Todays dinner is TWO UBER BIG FISH WITH VERY SOFT MEAT and FRIED PRAWN~! yummy~
I dun like fish, but i like prawn.
PX like fish, but dun like prawn.
my papa tot PX will come our house so he cook fish, but she never cause she is going out the next day. (so she really dun love me anymore~ = =)

Then the rest is play maple and talk cock with my sis and xiaoling liao. XD
Xiao i love you too XD

My post today is full of love and fucking long~! lol~!!

My wish list... Haiz broke....
- New Closet
- New bag..
- Death Note movie DVD
- "L" Change The World DVD
- 山賊王
- 俠義少年王 (coming soon~)
- shaman king
- 天生妙手
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD. (GOT IT!!!)
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand. (Dun need it anymore)
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

2009-01-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

Malaysia trip~~~~~~

Morning 7 Am jiu go out liao, then when on the way, a driver suddenly stop us on the road.

And he look very firece you know~ then we all was thinking what happen? he wanna fight or what.

but he just wan to tell us our car de wheel broke already, its very dangerous to drive like that.

he still help us to fixed it, still bring us to his company and ask his staff to fixed for us.

so nice right??? in this world actually have ppl who is so kind to help a stranger so much.

regret never take his photo cause he really look very fierce haha.

........................................

ok picture coming~~~~~

My brother and niece sit behind the car of our relative... (on our way home)

We keep saying they like taking MTV like that hahah

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I LOVE and HATE this shirt = = So nice but so hot

My beloved sister and my Grandpa

Grandpa with my brother's daughter

Brother's family and Grandpa

NO MORE!!!! JUST NOTICE WE TAKE SO LITTLE PICTURE NIA~!

And i still remember 10 year ago my Grandpa is always smiling when we go visit him.

but now he smile awhile only. . old liao, and they say his health is not very stable , i hope he can live till 200 leh =X haha ....

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THIS ONE IS AFTER MY REBORN DE HAIR

Now starting to curve back liao, cuase i wash my hair on the 2nd day ,

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- Death Note movie DVD
- "L" Change The World DVD
- 山賊王
- 俠義少年王
- shaman king
- 天生妙手
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD. (GOT IT!!!)
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand. (Dun need it anymore)
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

2009-01-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

Wanna Blog for the malaysia trip actually, but i'm too tried, will do it tml with more picture, haahaa

just to post this to let u guy see my new hair style,
and i know my expression is quite funny ==

AND IT IS NOT SHORT! its still long behind ok!

just look short infront nia, i was wanting it to curve back cause i still like my nature curve lol.

anyway my hair so stubborn think sooner or later will curve bk la haha.

Pls ignore my niece funny expression also =X

TO PF: Don't say it is wired ok! cause i like my new hair style very much!

2009-01-12T02:48:00.001+08:00

Was staying at my sis house for 2 days. (Thurs to sat)
Its so peaceful on thurs and fri.

Until Saturday night.

Dunno why their machine gun grandma reach home so early

While watching TV, An irritating bugs fly into our room, when chasing the bugs out of the room~~~
We 打翻 our coke.

Then PeiShan done a thing that she shouldn't -- > shout out loud while their machine gun grandma is at home
You know - - .. she should''t do it..
Its different story if grandma is not at home. and i wont be blogging about it also.. HAHAHA

After a few shouting, their grandma open the door and saw the drink (i think so?)

And i saw the Gate of Hell is opening - -

Their grandma start nagging,
" Who ask you all to eat in your room? only pig do this, so dirty, clean one dun learn go and learn dirty, ppl grow up is become a clean person, you all is grow and become more dirty, So dirty, only pig will do this, ppl grow up is become a clean person, you all is grow and become more dirty,clean one dun learn go and learn dirty one, eat and sleep in your room, like pig like that. grow bigger and become more dirty, clean one don't learn go and learn dirty." X 10 times

i did not over say it, she really repeat those sentence for more then 10 time..

After finishing the nagging of the room, she start to nag about the shoe at living room.
"The shoe ar, who ask you all to put here? 越放越多，越放越多.
you ( she nag to peishan) better keep it hor i tell you, 越放越多越放越多，
...(stop for 5 sec)....
越放越多越放越多... like pasar palam, i never say you all will not keep one ar?, 越放越多越放越多 like pasar palam.
...(stop for 4 sec)....
越放越多越放越多 like pasar palam....
...(stop for 2 sec)....
越放越多越放越多 like pasar palam........
(NONE STOP )
越放越多越放越多 .... 越放越多越放越多 ....越放越多越放越多 like pasar palam....越放越多越放越多 ....越放越多越放越多 like pasar palam....越放越多越放越多 like pasar palam...."

Peishan tell me what she talk back to thier grandma..

"We only got 3 shoe put here leh! the rest all is PaPa and 叔叔 One!" (there's more then 10 shoe)
"Then you help them keep! don't talk back to me!"
"The carbout is full liao!"
"Squeeze! you dunno how to squeeze ar?!"
(pei shan start to squeeze the shoe in but its impossible cause its full)
"You like that squeeze ar??"
"You Are The One Who Ask Me To Squeeze!"
"How dare you talk back to me?? your PSLE only get 210 ( i think so? but its very good already right?) still dare to talk back to me? Ling Ling (their relative) Also don't talk back you still dare to talk back!" (somthing like this i guess)
"You Want to Know Ling Ling get how much for her PSLE first then say me??"
"....."

Shan say while she keeping the shoe she SMS to their father.

And the machine gun start to nag other thing
" And your clothe hor! wash liao dunno how to Hang and let it dry! I'm not your maid hor! i will not do this for you hor!, And the floor so sticky you all better clean it!" X 3 time
bla bla bla~~~ bla bla~~

i just sit there do nothing and listen to what she nag...
I really feel like record it down cause she really can repeat the same sentence for more then 20 time - -

Then something IMPRESS me about my both niece - -...
They start to CRY while they Saw their father come back.. haha
I still sitting there.. then i was totally blurr.. cause they never cry while beeing naged.
But once they saw their father they really CRY OUT LOUD
then i really dunno what to do haha, i just pretend to play my phone - -

Their father "ok ok , dun cry liao, next time dun do it ok?"
and push their grandma out and close the door

Once the door close They both start to laugh .. zzzzzzzzzzz
I was really really so blurr..
then they say they must wait untill someone come back then start to cry if not Mchine Gun will nag more, but if their father or 叔叔 come back then they cry, father and 叔叔 will stop their ah ma from nagging them. so funny - - -- - - - - - - ......

Then we talk about Their grandma like to compare peishan with ling ling (relative)
peixuan say " just let her compare, anyway you every thing also better then ling ling"
i start laughing = =, every thing also better then the one she was compared to, whats the point????

because my sis is working, then i ask them wan come my house to hide first anot.
both agree and they start to pack bag HAHAHA.
but peishan only come my house till my sis knock off jiu go home with her. (10min)

when we finish packing we walk out the room and i saw machine gun is talking on the phone, i never even wear my shoe = = we just run to my brother's car. (he come fetch us)
Pei shan helps to take my shoe and we RUN OUT OF THE HELL HAHAHAHAHA

On the car, they say their ah ma must be complaining to their 姑姑 on the phone

My Rubbish talk ends here = =...

2009-01-06T02:33:00.000+08:00

humpsss

Life's getting so boring = =

was waiting for marilyn manson's movie "Phantasmagoria" for so long but i don't even know that it is out or not

ppl say that he haven finish taking.

some also say that the movie is already out but only available at America = =

No News About It At All!!!

Sian ar~~~

And also heard that his new album will release soon, i also dunno when = =

oh no!! i was blogging and looking for the movie thing at the same time

and guess what i found wahahahaha!

"Release date(s) 2009/2010"

So its either releasing this year or next year~~!!!

WTF u took so long to take this movie???

hope it will show at singapore lo = =

Haha. and marilyn manson has broke up with his young girlfriend Evan Rachel Wood (21 yr old )
Young and sweet right?

And had found a NEW girlfriend Isani Griffith (24 yr old) (but she look even older then Dita Von Teese - -)
*click to enlarge

and i have to say that they really look so alike - - - - - - - - -||||

But MM wrote this on his Official Web = =
"Ladies and gentlemen, I'd like to make an announcement. the rumors that I found a 'replacement' for Evan, or that I have a new girlfriend are absolutely not true. I am finishing up my album, and I also have never even met Ne-Yo. I can assure him that he would not want to be associated with something this godless. Get over the holiday so I can happily ruin the new year for anyone that assumed music was going to stay boring and sweet."

Post on December 24 2009

So which one is real? = =
anyway... HIS ALBUM COMING!! YEAH!!!!

AND!!! i prefer his ex-wife, Dita Von Teese the most.. (34.. or 35 yr old??)
She was the most beautiful one (IN MY OPINIONS!)
so sad that they only have 1 yr of marriage life.. ( so sorry about my english)
but they've been together for more then 7 years

SO BEAUTIFUL right??
i was so So SO attracted by her!

haha.. post one more her beautiful pics
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then this one is... Rose Mcgowan. i dunno how old is she..
she is Manson's first wife

Stop starring at her pls, u pervert = =
haha jk~

i took 1 and a half hour to blog this post = =
good.. kill time.. i was too freaking boring = =.
actually not too many words....
is looking for the picture kill my time

Sorry bout my english again hhahahaha (on one's reading it! sorry for what!)

Lion king is my favorite disney show... hohohohoho

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- Death Note movie DVD
- "L" Change The World DVD
- 山賊王
- 俠義少年王
- shaman king
- 天生妙手
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD. (GOT IT!!!)
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

2009-01-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

Update my wish list again. haha

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- Death Note movie DVD
- "L" Change The World DVD
- 山賊王
- 俠義少年王
- shaman king
- 天生妙手
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD. (GOT IT!!!)
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

2009-01-02T03:19:00.000+08:00

Ayumi hamasaki - To be

yeah~
i'm blogging this song because
ayumi sing this song on 1999.
and she sing it again after 10 years (2008) on her "Green/days" single album
there is a very big different as i felt that she sounds more mature and even more "feeling"
after 10 year of change.

This is the old one.

Ayumi Hamasaki - To Be - Ayumi hamasaki

This is the 10 Year Anniversary version.

TO BE (10th Anniversary Version) - Ayumi Hamasaki

Hoho~
hear the different?
Lyrics here~ english translation sounds wired so din post it

每一个打旁边经过的人　都不会多看一眼　一堆无可救药的破铜烂铁
我却像宝贝似的抱在怀里
周围的人带着不可思议的表情　避得远远地望着我
纵使如此　你还是笑着告诉我　 “这是珍宝”

当我们得到那许多　是否同时也失去了些什么
事到如今又如何能知晓
纵使回到当初　只怕还是多少有些微妙的不同

只要有你　无论何时　我都有欢笑
只要有你　无论何时　我都有欢笑　都有泪水　都有生命
没有你　就没有这一切

故障的　究竟是自己　还是周遭
或者根本只是　时钟而已

守护着破铜烂铁的一双手臂　曾经是何等酸痛
又曾经牺牲了多少
虽说我终究无法成为一个完整无瑕的人　我还是会绽放出我扭曲的光芒

在你找到的　这条不甚宽广的路上
在你找到的　这条不甚宽广　却也不甚狭窄的路上　你努力地
独自将它打磨得平坦光滑

因为有你　无论何时　我才有欢笑
因为有你　无论何时　我才有欢笑　才有泪水　才有生命
没有你就没有这一切

P.S
firework video has been update

2009-01-01T01:45:00.000+08:00

fireworksssssssssss

Today's bad thing:
My niece fall down and sprink her toe. ='( (heart pain)
not pain not pain~ ah yi sayang you~~~

Today's nice thing :
bought ayumi CD =)
cost $35.80 for both

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD. (GOT IT!!!)
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

that time got ppl ask me ...
"why i send you birthday msg and christmas msg u always never reply?
me say " ha? need to reply one meh?"
he say "need la, its basic manner!"
me say "ha? i never reply anyone, lol"

if 20 ppl send me and i had to reply everyone....
waste time and money.. = =
still prefer not to reply anything

2008-12-27T04:31:00.000+08:00

i go my sis house and stay over night on 25/12/2008..

yup. its on christmas day.

i keep playing DS game and watch tv untill morning 9 a.m. my sis wake up and play maple and chit chat with her also.
then 10 am i felt so tried and wanna take a nap till 12 pm but haha i overslep again = =

1 pm.. 2 pm.. 3 pm... i keep wake up and continue sleeping...
my niece (px) was beside me play computer..

until 6 pm and i dunno is it because she is too boring wanna wakes me up or wanna proof that she hate me very much or what.
i was shock and force to be wake BECAUSE SHE THROW A LAPTOP ON MY HEAD

| < this is the laptop

O<-< this is me sleepling

The laptop directly drop on my forehead sia!!!!

my eye is still close. and i wonder what is it because i know the "thing" that drop on me is quite heavy - -
i was thinking... "ouch! pain! whats happen? who hate me?"
lol.

laugh like hell = =.
i will remember this forever haha

she say she fall down and drop the laptop on me (head = =).
i so heng?
maybe i should buy 4D or TOTO liao?

my fore head is still quite pain now = =...

2008-12-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

ONLY HIGH HEEL AND BOOTS ARE ALLOW IN MY WORLD FROM NOW ONWARDS!

MY NIECE HIGHER THEN ME BUY HALF A HEAD SIA!!!
somemore she is still growing - - .
go out with her i think i must wear a 3-4 inch high heel.
and that time at MRT when i take of my high heel.
how come i was almost the same height as xiao? = = ...
i tot i higher then her half a head de lo.
but end up = = . . is she grow taller or i become shorter???!!!!
but i still the same height leh!
must be you become taller la xiao!
next time go out with you i also must wear high heel !

and my new shoe is so cute. haha
dunno when i can wear it.
hougang mall is having pasa malam
find 1 day we go there chiong thing to eat. hahaha

tml going out with my mum. dunno go where...

and i just came home from my sis house.
everytime i go her house i will feel like sleeping = = .
so i decide to take a 1 hour nap at her house.
but end up i overslep and sleep for 3 hours = =
so i only have a little time to play PS de DS~~

*shoe picture uploaded request by THM hehe*

i love the heels its so cute

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

2008-12-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

Zzz

actually wanna post my zi lian picture up = =
but end up looks so ugly..
wait for xiao to photoshop for me hahahahahaha

i think i'm so addicted to shoes lo.. i must stop myself for buying more shoe.
actually when i show xiao and pf the shoe i'm aiming today,
i hope they can stop me from buying it. haha
but end up they looking at their own shoe and no one stop me.
so i just bought it T_T.
$45.90.
wah. my heart pain liao.
no $ again = =.
but the shoe so nice, so cute, design so special, so sweet and wear le so comfortable. kakaka.

*yelling to the sky*
MONEY!!!!!! WHERE ARE YOU~~~~ ARE YOU~~~ YOU ~~~ OU ~~~ U ~~~ (AIR CO)
HAHAHA!!

*update*
sihui say cant go count down with us..
HUH!! HOW CAN THAT BE~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
count down without sihui must be very boring T_T
she say she will ask her mama again on the actual day.
NO~~~~
i hope she can go with us T_T

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

2008-12-21T03:57:00.000+08:00

Sad man~

Christmas coming~
what will you think when Christmas is only a few step infront you? haha
christmas present~~~
i really hope i can bought present for all my dearest friend and family~
even if they don't give me present.
(i even prefer not to receive any present unless they know what i wan = =)
i'm willing to do it if i'm have the $$. i'm serious haha.
lucky this time we are not buying any present for each other - -.
just happily go orchard and let mang ga li molest. LOL

hmmm.. What should i get for THM?
i like bloody realize that i never buy any christmas present for THM before.
did i? don't remember anything. haha.
TMH. choose your bloody present this yr. lol
i don't want to bought u rubbish like teddy bear. i'm sure you will throw it away. kaka
Don't too expensive i'm broke = =
even though i know u like branded thing.
can't affort to bought for you yet, woops~
still going out with miss teo favourite birds on christmas?
like no news from you anymore le leh.

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $$)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

GREEN 拍摄花絮

2008-12-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

GREEN 拍摄花絮

Too bad i don't understand what they talking = =

This one is.. hmm.. from 1998 till 2008 ayu de image ba.. i also don't understand what they talking. 4.33 minute ayumi sing "days" on live, how come sounds abit wired o.o?
haha
she so beautiful. yeah~

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

2008-12-16T03:32:00.000+08:00

i'm boring~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- New wallet
- boots (got it)
-More boots =X
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - -
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

2008-12-13T01:52:00.000+08:00

My mum's cooking is the best

when to my mum there to have dinner, chicken wings , vegi , steam fish and my FAVOURITE mushroom + potato soup

i don't know how she cook, the potato is so damn fucking tasty, its full of the taste of the soup with abit spicy. my brother also say that.

think he also miss our mummy cooking? haha .
cause i ask him want help him da bao abit anot he din reply, but end up he also wait for me to reach home then start eating his dinner (9pm+). (my da sao mum got cook also)

when i tell peixuan to help me pour the soup into a bowl, i saw a COCKROACH !!
not in the soup la! its on the floor.
i start sparying it with insets killer = = ...
end up.. MORE COCKROACH crawling out zzzzz
and is those small small de cockroach
then me and my brother and px start catching cockroach = = zzzzzz
i think about 20+ ba ......
scary = =

and my mum's bf gave me $100 and give px and ps $50 each.
i know he will give one. everytime he saw me he will give.
he so nice.

can use the $$ to buy bagpack for peishan.

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- New wallet
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - -
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

I FINALLY CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN~!

2008-12-12T04:44:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN~!

cool right? haha

i was looking for the blogskin i like for more then 1 hours = =
but i just can't find the skin i like loh.
then my brain "blink blink" and think of death note must be cool if got people design it for blogskin

ok lah satisfied enough for this blogskin haha

actually wanna use ayumi's blogskin but the design not too complicated then is toooo simple i don't like

then i wan to use marilyn manson blogskin but only got 9 design and the picture all expire already
*faint*

after that i look for jaychou's blogskin. but all look very stupid - -

★一个普通的朋友在吵架后就认为友谊已经结束.一个真正的朋友明白当你们还没打过架就不叫真正的友谊.

walking around baidu and saw this phrase again
Friends will quarrel, but after quarreling they will get to understand more about each other
and know what shouldn't be said or do to him/her
ya, but still got ppl don't understand and keep doing the same thing to his/her friend
until the friendship is broken and they don't understand why. laalaa~

★天蝎喜欢的人或者对天蝎有恩的。
可以好到象神经病一样。

saw got people at baidu say this. haha
if a Scorpio likes you, she/he can treat you very nice as she/he is crazy

★天蝎翻脸很无情的.

saw this at baidu also hahaha!
i love myself as a Scorpio cause Scorpio can be very heartless to the one she/he dislike~!
And i'm really heartless =p

-end of post-

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - -
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

alalala~~~

2008-12-11T04:44:00.000+08:00

talk to my da sao this morning cause her mama and lixuan dunno gone where
then i saw her lying there like very boring then i go chit chat with her.
then i tell her i wanna reborn my hair, she say "why don't wait for me to recover le i help you reborn leh?" wow she soooo nice haha

she say as long as i can get the reborn hair de cream she can do for me.
one cream only 12+ she say? but i think i will need 2 or 3 box? bottle? dunno..
cause my hair is thick.
but still cheaper then outside = =

thanks xiao ling still come my house and help me clean my garang guni room
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. next time treat u pepper lunch.. (when i got money)

and hahaha.. tot my precious baidu ID will be block forever..
lucky they only block me for 2 day..

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - -
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

ayumi's single will be out only at 17 dec~

2008-12-10T05:20:00.000+08:00

the mtv and whatever already can see every where at internet le - -
but still need to wait 1 more week~! T_T
i wanna get it faster leh~~~
but i'm broke = = money faster come pls~
i still wanna reborn my hair.

my mp3 need new song if not my ear will rot.. haha

and唐立淇12星座人性攻略 is so 準
除了準還是準.

she so pro lo.
haven read all yet.. currently only interested in my own horoscope
when i got the mood then i will read all..

she say Taurus lives in their own world and actually will only think of themselves..
when they have problem they will not care for other before they settle their own thing.

i only knows 3 Taurus. one of them look like what 唐立淇 says .
the other 2 i'm not so sure cause they always show that they care..
maybe in the heart they are thinking "fake fake ask about it first?" hahaha

no offence ~ =P

Ayumi hamasaki - Days Lyrics update

2008-12-05T15:59:00.000+08:00

i'm still waiting for the CD leh... this song is so nice

*Chinese*
在不经意间交谈的每一言一语
对我来说都是很珍贵的宝物
连自己都感觉到很不好意思
要是让你知道了一定会被你笑的

好想见你好想见你
至少想要听到你的声音
明明没事还要打电话给你

有你陪著仅仅是这样
我的心就好温暖
我的愿望只有一个
是否可以像现在这样直到永远
一直喜欢你

你有爱著的人
我从很久以前就知道了
因为你的微笑告诉我了

好难过好难过
内心生疼的夜晚
也确实有过

想念你仅仅是这样
我的心都有的活著的意义
并不是为了追求什麼
只是可以像现在这样
一直做一个喜欢你的我吗?

好想见你好想见你
至少想要听到你的声音
明明没事还要打电话给你

有你陪著仅仅是这样
我的心就好温暖
我的愿望只有一个
请让我一直喜欢你

想念你仅仅是这样
我的心都有的活著的意义
并不是为了追求什麼
只是可以像现在这样
一直做一个喜欢你的我吗?

*English*
Each word you casually exchange with me
Is such a precious treasure to me
But I myself feel a bit embarrassed about it
So if you knew, you would surely laugh at me

* I want to see you, I want to see you
I want to hear your voice at least
And I sometimes call you with no special reason

My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

I've known for a long time that you have someone precious
Because it's clear from your smile

Though it's true I spend some nights
Feeling so sad, so sad
And feeling a tightning in my chest

** If I just think of you
My heart has the meaning to live
I expect nothing special from you
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

* (repeat)

My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Please let me keep on loving you

Ayumi hamasaki - Days

2008-12-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

very Christmas feeling MV ^_^
and not a happy ending MV also
but the touching part is when her friend gather up and comfort her?
very comfortable song.

*lyrics coming up*

My 2009 wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE!
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD. but think can get it within this year
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books(got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

hmmmm

2008-12-02T14:14:00.000+08:00

i got nothing better to do. cause tudou de onepiece load super slow... so i close it and day dream
then was thinking of life, wow, such a boring topic i was thinking.. WTF
then i skip, then suddenly i think of a girl problems, most of the girl got this kind of problem.
from young to teenage, from teenage to a lady.

secondary school you can easily hear a little girl say
"hey hey i tell you, i think i like who who who. how do you think of him?" then whenever this little girl best friends tells her this guy like this like that. he is not a good person.
then this hua chi little girl will say "huh really meh" and can see that this little girl don't trust what her friends told her, (this is where i feel stupid, cause she is the one who seek for her friends opinions but end up she choose to trust the guy instead of her friends)

and maybe few weeks later, she will angrily tell her friend "that guy was really a like this like that person." (because she kana cheated by the guy HAHAHAHA)
AND THEN, few weeks later same thing happen again.

thats funny. ok skip topic

its topic about life again?
don't wanna think too much about life actually
i dislike drama very much, so whatever drama thing happen in my life i will treat it as a mediacrops drama and let it be . buahahahahaha

theres no point of keep remind ourselve that "this thing happen in my life before. its terrible~!"
the more you think about it the more you won't be happy right?
BUT~~~ drama shows character will keep remind themselve "something happen" before = =
and then they will become evil, quiet, unfriendly, wants to revange or whatever - -
sometimes is just a small thing, like the drama male charater fall in love with her friend instead of her, she get jealous and angry - -
why must she? not you means not you la, jealous so much~?
then will start to do many evil thing to make the guy and her friend break up
oh my god! = = whats so nice about this show then?
watching a couple keep break up and patch back break up and patch back just becuase of an easily jealous friend - -

get your own life men~!

i just dislike to live in the past.
the future is soooo bright~!
lol, i also dun like ppl who keep saying pass very long ago de thing, it mean nothing to me.
unless its a happy memorie then i will talk with him/her together

but the ppl i dislike i will still dislike, no point asking me to try to "love" them.. yucks.

haaa, my "nothing better to do so i talk to myself post" end here.....
dunno when i will have mood to talk to myself agian

曼森语录 - words from marilyn manson

2008-11-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

“为了避免自己彻底疯掉，我在成为音乐人和成为杀人犯之间做了一个选择。如果有人和我当初一样，那该是你做选择的时候了。”

"畸形只是一个外在的装饰，恐怖与愤怒才是这时代永恒的情结。暴怒的音乐充满着诱惑，污秽不堪却只似在嘲弄着每一个人。"

"你的艺术什么时候开始听从你的支持者时你的艺术就算完了"

"如果能TMD买到个计算器,干嘛要费劲学着把它算出来???"

我认为他看事情有很多聪明的方法,他可能在某些事上做错了,用不当的方式表达自己的看法,但我觉得他是想要开始脱离所谓的常轨,希特勒不喜欢自己的父亲, 所以他把这种情绪波及到整个犹太种族上,一旦你被自己个人的情绪所控制了,就是你变成邪恶的人的时候,我尽力忠实於我所想,当我渐渐长大,我不喜欢我那家具推销员的父亲,但我也不会因此而上街杀光所有的推销员,我想要做一个好一点的人,也希望其他人能好一点,我希望人们变的坚强,我不喜欢和懦弱的朋友在一起。
人还在学习的阶段,人类骄傲的认为他们是地球上最高级进化的形式,脑的大部分我们还不曾用过,我要做的就是到下一个阶段,有人说,药可以打开你的心灵到下一个阶段。

“一开始我就陷入了生命的阴暗面。所以那时我开始寻找对神的另外解释。反叛之初，你最显然的选择就是重金属音乐和撒旦主义。我认为，撒旦在本质上代表反叛。撒旦是被逐出天堂的天使，因为他想成为神。对我来说，还有更伟大的角色去认同么？”

黑暗面(罪)是人类的本性，这是对的。

“你不能责备人们对书籍、音乐、电影和录像采取的行为，那是重要的感情宣泄。在我成长的过程中，碰到难以应付的事，我总是逃避到音乐中去。当你将人们认同的东西从他们的生活中拿开时，就会制造出隐藏着的小炸弹，最终会爆炸的。不被倾听是种窒息的感觉。”

“也许我应该做个基督徒让他们高兴。但我认为我找到了耶稣。我原来不知道他最初也曾迷失 ― 我不认为他和我有多么不同。”

===============================================

A CLEVER BIRD~!

its so fucking cute~!

丘老師ABC時間 by namewee

2008-11-29T10:46:00.000+08:00

WANNA LEARN ABC???

*note*
for me this is just for laugh
dun even give me comment if u feel it lame
GET A LIFE MEN~!

li xuan is born~~!!!!! ^_^

2008-11-29T03:34:00.000+08:00

My da sao, chio right?? hahahahahhahahaah

she so cute~~~!!! >.<

zoom in *^_^*

hehehe hahaha.

2008-11-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

blog is just such a convenient thing. ^^

but i still wont update often . cause nothing special to blog about actually.

buahahahahahhahhaa

AYUMI NEW SINGLE ALBUM SONG!!

AYUMI HAMASAKI - GREEN

very china style MTV. woo~! love it.
dunno if this single album release already not.
surely will buy it
but i'm broke T_T *cry*

原本光辉燿人
迎风矗立著的树木
此刻默默隐去
绚烂的色彩开始消失
仿佛那个抱著希望
却又如此疏远著一切
害怕温情的我一般

那个人的微笑
实在太过绚烂和温柔
我的柔弱开始无法隐藏
我的眼泪再也无法抑止
就在我快要触碰到你的时候
我的感情再也无法压抑

就在这一瞬间
我深深感受到了这份爱
为什麽人
按照自我的意愿走下去
会如此的艰难

本来早就应该
明白这一切
却一再对自己隐瞒
否认了真相的存在
我视线的尽头
慢慢出现了所爱的人的身影
当风吹过沧海桑田
只希望这份思念能够传达

就在我快要触碰到你的时候
我的感情再也无法压抑
就在这一瞬间
我深深感受到了这份爱

我视线的尽头
慢慢出现了所爱的人的身影
当风吹过沧海桑田
只希望这份思念能够传达

当万物复苏
树木回春
我会让你看见更加率真的笑

got 2 version of chinese lyric.. dunno which one is better

原本光辉照人,临风而立的树木们收起了绚烂得色彩,默默而立|
就像那个虽然抱着希望,但又因害怕温情而疏远事物的我一样
那个人的微笑实在过于绚烂,过于温柔
快要将自己最柔弱的一面展现给他人时
快要将自己的揪心哭诉出来时
就快触碰到你的那一刹那
情感忽如逸出一般
我终于深刻觉醒了这份爱
为什么人这么难以随心所欲得走下去呢
其实我早就明白了一切
但还是瞒骗自己双眼所见的现实
否定了所有的一切
我所爱的那个人的身影微现在我注视的彼端...
当风吹春土,万物聚变时...
希望这份感情能够传到你的心里
就快触碰到你的那一刹那
情感忽如逸出一般
我终于深刻觉醒了这份爱
我所爱的那个人的身影微现在我注视的彼端...
当风逝冬土,万物聚变时...
希望这份感情能够传到你的心里
当春回大地,万树萌芽之时
我想绽放更加朴实的笑容|

ENGLISH

The brilliant trees standing in the cool air
Are losing the colors as if hiding themselves
Just like me who is afraid of the warmth
Keeping myself away from anything leading to hope

The smiling face of that person
Looks dazzling and so tender
I'm afraid I might show my weakness
And start crying

I noticed this love
The moment my fingertip touched his
And my feelings were
About to flow out

I wonder why it's difficult for us
To walk as we wish

Actually I've always
Realized for sure
But I turned my eyes from the reality
And denied the truth

** I'm staring at my dear person
I might tell him
Of this feeling
Around the time the wind changes

I noticed this love
The moment my fingertip touched his
And my feelings were
About to flow out

I'm staring at my dear person
I might tell him
Of this feeling
Around the time the wind changes

When the trees come into bud again
And the leaves are freshly green
I want him to see my smile
More natural than now

shit

2008-11-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

i'm going to fall sick zzz

sleep = will kana flu when i wake up

eat = will feel like vomit.

huh? what kind of sickness is that huh? will die anot? blaaaaaa.

zzzzz = = im so dizzy right now..

and yeah~ tot i'm not going to have my favourite choco this year, cause i'm too broke to bought it myself.
and one very sweet friend THM (i never taste her b4 actually, so i dunno if she taste sweet. kakaka)
deliver it to my house. Oh ya, last year she oso deliver a birthday cake to me when my birthday is coming. even tou the cake is not so nice la, but i still finish it (within 1 week by myself) cause i'm very touched (fake one) .
hahahaha jk.
understand that i'm too mystery (bhb = = but i'm a Scorpio mah~ ) so many ppl dunno wat i actually wan.
i'm too scare to receive rubbish so i just told all my friend dun bought me anything this year.
and also tot i will receive nothing from THM.
SO I'M TOUCHED! but not that touch. but also touch.
and feel funny also.. cause my bday already pass for 1 month - -

door step delivery, so is register mail, that box of chocolate.. hmm. maybe the postage fees is $3.50 = 2 cup of bubble tea and 1 packet of " ju hua cha". next time treat u, dun say i not good.
buahahahha. huh what?? not enough? 1 more plate of $1 chicken rice lo... enough??
not enough?? T_T what else u wan~~~ i'm broke already.

but the chocolate its not the big one. T_T (cry, not enough for me to eat)
so i might not eat enough.

so *hint*
peixuan, get the hint??
the choco very cheap onli.
my chrismax present huh??
get ur whole family to buy it.
wahaaaaaahaaaaaaaa
hmm.. maybe cannot eat too much cause i need to DIET! T_T
but the chocolate is so nice~~~~
lucky THM say buy chocolate, so i have a chance to eat it this year

and it may be a little late to blog about this lo,
but

this is my NEW mp3~!!
8GB and onli 140+, cute right?? nice right??
look like a small HP right??

but hor, becasue my computer got many problem. so i cannot add my own song to this mp3
so i go my sis house and steal all her song.
but i notice that this mp3 ALREADY HAVE SONG!
which is some funny langues that i dunno what country it come from.
malay? indian? korea? and some funny funny old class english song
its imposible that those song comes from my sister mah.
then WHY IS THOSE SONG INSIDE A BRAND NEW MP3???
then inside got 500 and more song inside, i dunno how to delete it.. (delete till morning lo)
think when i'm free i need to go her house again to delete those funny song
the song i wan is MARILYN MANSON AYUMI AND JAYCHOU!!!

and i'm dying~~!!!
feeling so bad.
i'm so dizzy!!!

and MY DA SAO IS ON THE WAY TO GIVE BIRTH LE!!
WOOPEEE, new family member coming.

T_T i'm so not feeling well

My 2009 wish list...*updated*
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $

since px wan me to update so much...

2008-11-19T04:55:00.000+08:00

my brother just bought me a Gaara mouse pad

MY NEW MOUSE PAD!!! ARHHHH~~
GAARA SO CUTE CUTE CUTE~~!
CUTE RIGHT CUTE RIGHT?? HAHAHAHAHAHHAA

My 2009 wish list...
- tang li qi's horoscope books
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $$

hmmm... thats all

MY NEW SHOE~~!

2008-11-03T13:22:00.000+08:00

Finally arrive after the waiting for 1 week!

dun ask me what is the white colour thingy for -- its to cover my disgusting floor

Dun ask my why is the white colour thing behind, its to cover my disgusting back ground. haha!

This is for my niece ^_^

Unfortunately... actually i feel that this red doesn't suit me..

AND.. surprisingly, the quality is sooooooo good man~!

But when i turn around i saw it..

I BOUGHT IT FROM A USA WEB MEN!
I CAN GET IT MUCH CHEAPER IF I GO TO CHINA!
but any way i'm not going there, and even if i go i also not 100% will find this shoe right? teehee
= =

what happen to my stomach T_T

2008-10-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

Dunno what have i eat. i'm the only one keep running toilet

JAY CHOU - 时光机

Shi Guang Ji 时光机 (FULL CD VERSION) - Jay Chou 周杰伦

词:方文山　曲:周杰伦编:黄雨勋

墙角迎风的雏菊茉莉花开的香气
闭上眼回到过去划分界线的桌椅
下课却靠在一起我就是离不开你
一路乘着溜滑梯我们说好走到底
以为从此就分离用黑板上的日期倒数找你

慢慢清晰原来思念你
是加了糖的消息
我用铅笔画得很仔细
素描那年天气
蝉鸣的夏季我想遇见你

那童年的希望是一台时光机
我可以一路开心到底都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行

那童年的希望是一台时光机
你我翻滚过的榻榻米味道熟悉
所有回忆在小叮当口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契在风中持续着甜蜜

有些话总来不及一直都放在心底
想要将你看仔细但错身而过的你已经离去

慢慢清晰原来思念你
是加了糖的消息
我用铅笔画得很仔细
素描那年天气
蝉鸣的夏季我想遇见你

那童年的希望是一台时光机
我可以一路开心到底都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行

那童年的希望是一台时光机
你我翻滚过的榻榻米味道熟悉
所有回忆在小叮当口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契在风中持续着甜蜜

持续着甜蜜
持续着甜蜜
哦　持续着甜蜜

NOTE!!!!

2008-10-23T10:39:00.000+08:00

LOOKING FOR THIS HIGH HEEL T_T

SAW IT ON SOME WEB BUT IT DID NOT SHIP TO SINGAPORE !!!!!

I WAN IT SO MUCH~~~~

yoyoyo

2008-10-23T04:52:00.000+08:00

Since my niece want me to update so much, so i update my blog. hahaha!

guess what, i got nothing better to watch as reborn 106 and skip beat 4 is not out yet.

i watch pokemon againzzz and zzz . i found it so childish after watchin it- -||

Ｍｅｍｏｒｉａｌ　ａｄｄｒｅｓｓ- Ayumi hamasaki

i heard that this song is written for her pass away father

Memorial Address - Ayumi Hamasaki

與胸口的悸動一同入睡於是又一個深夜
I remember I went to sleep late that night feeling uneasy
依稀記得我做了一個十分悲傷的夢
And had a very sad dream
這個早晨的預感將沉默劃破
The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence
突然響起的電話將我拉回了現實
And the premonition became a reality
消失不了的傷痕依然留在原地　
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart
而你孤單一人化作星光
You became a star by yourself

說再見吧
*Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
讓我前往那一個無法再度重逢的地方
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
永恆的離別是如此冰涼我無法停止承受
I wish I could have heard from you
多希望能夠讓我聽見就算是謊言也無所謂
That I had certainly been loved by you
讓我知道我確實曾被你愛過
Only once, even if it had been a lie
因為僅此一次也好啊

沒有盡頭的　一定是那扇閉幕的悲傷
The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an end
雖然換季了　但有股寒冷仍然椎心刺骨
The season has changed, I feel bitterly cold
那是我忘不了的初夏那天
I will never forget that first day of summer
如今我的改變是今年青空下的一陣哭泣
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
但是過剩的夢想似乎還在繼續著
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
反而更令人無法自然地哭泣
And I can't even cry now

說再見吧
Sayonara --- Even my last words don't reach you
我連最後的那一句話也傳遞不出去
I'm made to realize the coldness of the parting
你讓我日漸厭倦離別的冰涼感覺
I wish I could have heard from you
多希望能夠讓我聽見　就算是謊言也無所謂
That you never regretted the days we had spent together
經過了那天也能毫無後悔
Only once, even if it had been a lie
因為僅此一次也好啊

為何我就得這樣走到最後的最後
Why must i do it this way
只不過是將回憶放下而已啊
Leaving memories only to the very end?

說再見吧
*Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
讓我前往那一個無法再度重逢的地方
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
永恆的離別是如此冰涼我無法停止承受
I wish I could have heard from you
多希望能夠讓我聽見就算是謊言也無所謂
That I had certainly been loved by you
讓我知道我確實曾被你愛過
Only once, even if it had been a lie
因為僅此一次也好啊

這些都只是夢的續集故事
Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dream
我還沒完全醒來卻已說出口
And that I'm not yet awake

Time to update~~~~~

2008-09-17T03:54:00.000+08:00

Because i dunno what to post~~ so i'll post some song Again~ = =

Ourselves

Ourselves - 浜崎あゆみ

Chinese Lyric
紧紧抱住你
一阵心痛
一股轻松
再次紧紧抱住你
一阵战栗
一股鼻酸

你认识有好几个我

看似彷佛无止无尽
这条路其实也有它的尽头
只有一次的机会走
既想绕绕别条路
难免也会开条後路
但若独自走就没了意义

因为真正
具有价值的事物
只有爱不是吗

所以说
虽然全世界没有任何人知道
我只独独让你一个人看到
那样的我就在这里
只不过
全世界没有任何人知道
甚至连你也可能还不知道
有一个不一样的我

想要到达的场所
有著太多的选择
虽然还不曾找到
感受著同样的未来
并肩而走的那张脸
要比什麼都更真实

因为到了最後
唯一还有意义的事物
只有爱不是吗

没错
我不在乎全世界没有任何人知道
只要独独有你一个人知道就好
这样的一个我
真的
我不在乎全世界没有任何人知道
因为我们自己很清楚的知道
这样的我们俩

所以说
虽然全世界没有任何人知道
我只独独让你一个人看到
那样的我就在这里
只不过
全世界没有任何人知道
甚至连你也可能还不知道
有一个不一样的我

紧紧抱住你
一阵心痛
一股轻松
再次紧紧抱住你
一阵战栗
一股鼻酸

MTV

English Lyrics

* I hold you tight
I get touched
I get discouraged
I hold you tight again
I pull myself together
I get prim
You know many faces of mine

This road looks endless
But surely has the end
Only for once
I like to stop on the way
I prepare a way to escape
But it means nothing to me to do so alone
Because you know?
There is nothing but love
That is truly valuable

** So
I show myself
Only to you
Which no one in the world knows
But
I may still have
Some secret sides
You have never seen
Which no one in the world knows

There are so many choices
That I can't make any guess
Where I like to find my way at last
But as we walk side by side
Expecting the same future
I feel nothing is so true as your profile
Because you know?
There is nothing but love
That is valuable in the end

So
Even if no one in the world knows me
I wish you alone
To know me
Yes
Even if no one in the world knows us
We know each other
So well

** repeat
* repeat x 4

May 30

2008-05-31T00:21:00.001+08:00

Je Te Rends Ton Amour - Mylene Farmer

2008-05-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

FIVE STAR FOR THIS SONG!!!!!
EVEN THROUGH I DUNOO WAT SHE SINGING HAHA
but really nice, damn nice, fucking nice, super nice
STRONGLY RECOMMENDED

IF u dun wan to watch the MTV just simply listen from IMEEM

SERIOUSLY STRONGLY RECOMMENDED
LYRICS TRANSLATE

Take me out of the frame, my life suspended, I dreamt better

I saw the hearth, all these unknowns, you among them

Canvas, fiber that seeps of bruises

You saw the soul but I saw your hand

Choose Gaugin

M'extraire du cadre
Ma vie suspendue
Je rêvais mieux
Je voyais l'âtre
Tous ces inconnus
Toi parmi eux
Toile,
Fibre qui suinte
Des meurtrissures
Tu voyais l'âme
Mais j'ai vu ta main
Choisir Gauguin

and I return your love

become again the contours

I return your love

it's my last resort

I return your love

at least for forever

become again the outlines

“The Nude Woman Standing”

Et je te rends ton amour
Redeviens les contours
Je te rends ton amour
C'est mon dernier recours
Je te rends ton amour
Au moins pour toujours
Redeviens les contours
" la femme nue debout "

Take me out of the frame, the restricted life, of a cutout

I believed the fable, of a beloved mortal, you tricked me

You, you left me to compromise myself

I would be the “One” for thousand's of eyes,

A nude of the master

M'extraire du cadre
La vie étriquée
D'une écorchée
J'ai cru la fable
D'un mortel aimé
Tu m'as trompé
Toi
Tu m'as laissé
Me compromettre
Je serai " l'Unique "
Pour des milliers d'yeux
Un nu de maître

and I return your love
at least for forever
I return your love
mine is too heavy
and I return your love
it's more obvious in the daytime
his colors are diluted
and I recover my love
become again the contours
of my soul master:
Egon Shiele and…

Et je te rends ton amour
Au moins pour toujours
Je te rends ton amour
Le miens est trop lourd
Et je te rends ton amour
C'est plus flagrant le jour
Ses couleurs se sont diluées
Et je reprends mon amour
Redeviens le contour
De mon seul maître : EGON SHIELE et...

Ayumi Hamasaki - Beautiful Fighter

2008-04-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

YES we are beautiful fighter >=D

The MTV she is SO SWEET SO CUTE AND SO BEAUTIFUL ^_^

童话永远只是童话
发现到这项事实
究竟是什么时候的事了

比较起来算是相当超现实的结局
有时会等着我们
很遗憾这件事每个人都知道

并没有骑着白马的你
listen to the music
怎么还是老样子一点都没有警觉性

we are Beautiful Fighters
令人受不了的日子
老实说不是没有
不过请不要因此驻足不前
活着的少女们都是
Beautiful Fighters
无法抚平的伤口
不时会绽裂开来
不久又合了起来

玻璃舞鞋想必是太纤细
若想走在这个时代里
感觉恐怕有点不太适合

怎么会刚好那么合脚搞不好就是我
never stop my dancing
这么没有警觉性这一点你们还真像

we are Beautiful Fighters
今夜不小心
又哭了一下下
和焕然一新的明天
战斗的少女们都是
Beautiful Fighters
因为那些欲望
无法完全得到满载
她们都知道

we are Beautiful Fighters
令人受不了的日子
老实说不是没有
不过请不要因此驻足不前
活着的少女们都是
Beautiful Fighters
无法抚平的伤口
不时会绽裂开来
不久又合了起来

we are Beautiful Fighters
今夜不小心
又哭了一下下
和焕然一新的明天
战斗的少女们都是
Beautiful Fighters
因为那些欲望
无法完全得到满载
她们都知道

Ayumi Hamasaki - Game

2008-04-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

As it said life is just a game.
If We can't play it we can just find a new game(Way)
You wanna Forever Play the same Way or You can change the Way you play
If You go the wrong Way and that will be game over and there's no chance Given
Of cause choose the easy way and the Best for the future
Its not Fun to Play the game Same way right?

你瞧你所留下的余温正一点一滴溶化中
等它全部消失了这个身体到底还有什么意义

一阵接一阵的冲动陷入在没有出口的迷宫里
突然袭来的现实群在寻觅着可以逃离的路径
但是却很不可思议地竟无法离开这里

到了明天这个时候就可以笑得很自然
就彷佛什么都不曾发生过
过去我一直都是这样一路走来
但是这场游戏却无法操控得很顺利

似乎一旦把话说出口的那一瞬间里
一切都会化作尘土从指缝间滑落
于是只能哑然等待时间若无其事的过去

只为到明天这时候可以把一切都忘记
那种为撑过一时的场面话我并不需要
比起往常是拖得太久了一点
不要紧游戏只要再找就有

到了明天这时候就可以笑得很自然
就彷佛什么都不曾发生过
过去我一直都是这样一路走来
但是这场游戏却无法操控得很顺利

只为到明天这时候可以把一切都忘记
那种为撑过一时的场面话我并不需要
比起往常是拖得太久了一点
不要紧游戏只要再找就有

请告诉我这些痛苦都只是幻想
请告诉我这样的我一点都不像我
请告诉我否则我将再度去寻找温暖

this is so cute haha

2008-04-13T05:46:00.001+08:00

nice word

2008-03-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

很多我们以为一辈子都不会忘记的事情，就在我们念念不忘的日子里，被我们遗忘了。

不是每一次努力都会有收获，但是，每一次收获都必须努力，这是一个不公平的不可逆转的命题。

如果上帝要毁灭一个人必先令其疯狂.可我疯狂了这么久为何上帝还不把我毁掉.

你笑一次，我就可以高兴好几天；可看你哭一次，我就难过了好几年。

总有一天我会从你身边默默地走开,不带任何声响.我错过了很多,我总是一个人难过.

我生命里的温暖就那么多，我全部给了你，但是你离开了我，你叫我以后怎么再对别人笑

有些事情还没讲完那就算了吧.每个人都是一个国王,在自己的世界里纵横跋扈,你不要听我的,但你也不要让我听你的.

一个人总要走陌生的路，看陌生的风景，听陌生的歌，然后在某个不经意的瞬间，你会发现，原本费尽心机想要忘记的事情真的就这么忘记了

如果我们都是孩子,就可以留在时光的原地,坐在一起一边听那些永不老去的故事一边慢慢皓首.

那些以前说着永不分离的人，早已经散落在天涯了。

你永远也看不到我最寂寞时候的样子，因为只有你不在我身边的时候，我才最寂寞。

当你真正爱一样东西的时候你就会发现语言多么的脆弱和无力。文字与感觉永远有隔阂。

什么叫快乐？就是掩饰自己的悲伤对每个人微笑。

离去，让事情变得简单，人们变得善良，像个孩子一样，我们重新开始。

一只野兽受了伤，它可以自己跑到一个山洞躲起来，然后自己舔舔伤口，自己坚持，可是一旦被嘘寒问暖，它就受不了

Marilyn Manson - Para-Noir

2008-03-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

This song FUCKING nice =P

[Unknown Woman:]
I fuck you because you're famous.
I fuck you for your money.
I fuck you to control you.
I fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own.
I fuck you to fuck you over.
I fuck you 'til I find someone better.
I fuck you in secret.
I fuck you because I can't remember if I already fucked you before.
I fuck you out of boredom.
I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway.
I fuck you to make the pain go away.

[Manson:]
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.
HATE YOU THE WAY I DO.

[Unknown Woman:]
I fuck you so I can feel something instead of nothing at all.
I fuck you because you're beautiful.
I fuck you because you're my nigger.
I fuck you because I am your whore.
I fuck you because you are a whore.
I fuck you for fun.
I fuck you for fun.
I fuck you because I can.
I fuck you so I have a place to stay.
I fuck you so you will protect me.

[Manson:]
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do
HATE YOU THE WAY I DO.

Just for Lyricss...

Sometimes.

BUFFET WITH PF, VON AND XIN

Pf birthday part 2

Pf birthday

i'm full of happiness actually

GREEN 拍摄花絮

I FINALLY CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN~!

alalala~~~

ayumi's single will be out only at 17 dec~

Ayumi hamasaki - Days *Lyrics update*

Ayumi hamasaki - Days

hmmmm

*曼森语录* - words from marilyn manson

丘老師ABC時間 by namewee

li xuan is born~~!!!!! *^_^*

hehehe hahaha.

shit

since px wan me to update so much...

MY NEW SHOE~~!

what happen to my stomach T_T

NOTE!!!!

yoyoyo

Time to update~~~~~

May 30

Je Te Rends Ton Amour - Mylene Farmer

Ayumi Hamasaki - Beautiful Fighter

Ayumi Hamasaki - Game

this is so cute haha

nice word

Marilyn Manson - Para-Noir

Ayumi hamasaki - Days Lyrics update

曼森语录 - words from marilyn manson

li xuan is born~~!!!!! ^_^